I believed all your lies.
How dumb does that sound?
"I believed all your lies"
Imagine saying that to someone who doesn't give a **** about you,
Someone who once said they would do anything for you.
I believed it when you said I was the one for you.
I believed it when you lied and said I was the one you wanted.
I believed all your lies.

I break myself down, to lift you up.
I say that I love you, not just to say it.
but to remind you, I'm there for you.
to remind you I have your back, no matter what.
I break myself down, to show you that through thick and thin, I will be by your side.
if that doesn't show you how much you mean to me.
then there's nothing left I can do.
but to wish you well, and hope I never fall in love again.
because I cant go through another heartbreak.
I gave up once, and you convinced me to let you in.
at this time,
right here...
right now...
convince me again to not give up, and tell me this wasn't a mistake.

I've got bruises on my arms from your late night drinking, scars on my body from your words, you hate me at night, the next day you love me. I put up with it night after night and day after day, because I love you, and I care enough to help you. you tell me you're sorry, "I'll never do it again", and I believe you. then night comes again and it takes over you, and you hate me all over again. still, I don't give up. I put up with it over and over again. until I can't anymore.

I know it may not seem like it,
I lose my temper, raise my voice,
I let it all out on you.

I make you feel like its all your fault.

I make you feel like you aren't good enough,
but trust me when I say,
you are everything I need,
you are everything I want,
don't let my words make you feel any less than you truly are,
because to me,
you are perfect.

Forever seems like a long time,

but as the clock keeps ticking and the days keep changing…

What does forever really mean?...

I wonder,
were those drugs that important?
So important they took you away?

I wonder,
was it all worth it in the end?
Was it worth your life?

 I wonder,
did you know how much your decisions affected me…

The nights I can’t sleep are the nights you don’t say goodnight.

The nights where we fight and argue.

The nights where I lose you all over again.