I need it
More than I need it to breath
More than I need it to see
It numbs me
To carry the vessel in me
Makes me feel if I wasn’t hoping
For an end that I wouldn’t  have need

I like poking at the scabs you brought to my skin
the pain remind me of then
which bridges to back when.
Wondering if I could ever go back there again.

Today tomorrow later after or maybe in an hour
It will still be here
Waiting with a poster remembering what was left here
A feel so profound addict cannot buy it.
Today marks one year.

8pm sunsets man who could’ve imagine
Seeing us in each other’s arm could be so magic
One ****** and we moving backwards
Lately your texts are getting cold,
Like ice cubes in this summer cooling away
from our fire energy, the when time is emites
Repeated arguments got our feeling so redundant.
Hoping to see better days, hoping we see a better vayca.
Live yours and I’ll live mines, but we pendulums our time will come back at the terminal when I arrive.

It will grow till it is nice a vibrate, how it connects one to each other
Forming a bind strong to defend droplets.
Each quarter you see it to grow till peaks to fall.
Colors to create a new environment
Once it becomes cold, a disappearance is what is told.

I am beautiful
I have my own unique face
no one is like me

I am terrible
I do things that no one should
no one is like me

I am all alone
no one understands my mind
no one is like me

I am powerful
I can influence the world
no one is like me

oh the irony
realizing these are the things
everyone believes