Iced, flakes
Lavender - this sky
Up, over, beyond, around
And inside

Dawns a deep desire

Such is the whisper
Such is the sight
Of a beautiful, beautiful
Tanzanite.

-

the sky.
the land.
the rocks.
the sand.
the waves.
the water.
the air.
the rain.




they do not know.
What they have.
and what they hold.

Candles
Light
Flowers
A delight
Something in this frame






Isn't quite right.

-

i made it out alive
you left me alone
all alone to die
i will always remember yesterdays evening
yesterdays night.

restless today.
sinking.
if anything at all
it's you, i think.

You're the daybreak
You're the night
You're what I make out of time
You're what keeps me, amidst this mess,
Breathing just fine


You're the one
The only sense
The only one
Who's always on my mind
All the time

Letters, possessions
Word from the core
Banks of hope
Butterflies, smiles
Want for more
Hold the world together
Care, a gentle stroke
Reminders, heights
Gold, truth
Love, elude
A life
Deep under the sea
Resist gravity.

Was i too quick to fall for you
Was i too impatient
Was i too desperate

Or was this
All along
Never about me
But you

Is it just me
Or do you sometimes feel it too?

Please?

Daisy times, daisy crimes.

Sweetest.

How i wish i could tell you.

Fine.
Run.
As fast as you can.
Hide.
As much as you can.
You can't escape me
I'll be right behind
Now and tomorrow,
For you're all
and only mine.

Why is it
That these pages
Words and melodies
This fulfillment
And nothingness
This familiar feel
All of it
Comes down to nothing
But you.
Why do they leave me wondering
What if
What if it's you?

ahh. well.
My good God





What are you.
I love you.

You remind me of me sometimes
And of all the things that i wouldnt ever be




Sweet
Bitter
Original
Static
and Evolving.

On my bad days, i miss you more
But on my good days
I miss you most.

Oh.
I see.
Makes sense.

To everything ever,
To the universe,
To everyone,
To the world,
To life,
To death,
To you,
Thank you!!

-

I like myself a little on the edge,
When im thinking.






Thinking of you.

Falling apart
Blaming everything
But myself.

You can, shall, and will have it all, love.

You are the sun.
The moon.
The universe.

Im not sure if there's another
So complete
So warm
So alive

Im not sure if there's another
So gentle
So conscious
So together.


You are the sun.
The moon.
The universe.

Mixed
Messed
Sometimes blessed
And sometimes
Just wrecked
But dont you panic
We got this
You and I
One way
Or another
Apart or together
Surely, a forever.

i sometimes wonder
what if you knew
you're my alarm

Hey.
Did you know
I'm the bridge
Not built by self but others
Did you know
Today
I'm glad for it all
Because this bridge
Won't let you fall.

Your color
Your energy
Its embedded
Deep within my memory
I just dont know from where
I just dont know from where.

First thing.
Last thing.
And in between,
Everything.

I love you.

Orange, red
And a fiery blue
There's a sun I know
Who beams to protect,
Shines to slow
The sky
From its fated arrest

-

Containers.
Promises.
Rhymes.
And worth.


Thats okay.
i wouldve filled it all up.

It makes my heart stop
It makes my mind numb
I almost seize to exist
Forget to breathe
If for a second
The thought of you distancing
An inch away
From the far corner of that edge
Away from my sight
Away from my grasp
Away from the hope
That someday I will cross this distance
I will make it to you
Someday I will have all of you
And maybe
Just maybe
If you would like
I will offer all that i am
All that i have
And maybe this would be more
Alive.

Iloveyou.

When unwelcomed
Not once
But over and over again
Fall back
Dont give up
On your self respect
You would want to
You would very much want to
But you've got to understand
To them
You're a mistake
- A trouble
They dont need you
Around, about, anywhere near.

By a forever
What i really meant
For me
Its you until the end

But I dont ask you to stay
I dont ask you to give
I dont ask you to submit


Not because im not suffocating without it
But because
With me
Its miserable out here
and your heart's too young too naive
Too beautiful
To be caged in this eternal despair

Replicate - You can only try.

I dont recognize myself anymore.
Used to be someone on the go
Used to be someone fond of time's haze
Its insincere flow
Used to be someone eager to leave
Eager to go.

Just that way.
Yes it is
Its terrifyingly deep
Maybe new
Maybe not
Just exploring
And not afraid

I dont know.
But ive been wondering
How can this be such a precise
Coincidence.

My faith
You probably wouldn't understand.
But on a friendly note,
For you,
To be on the safe side,
I'm asking you to recheck
You still got time
To change my mind, if you can.

Is it the weight
Is it the calm
Either way
You're going down


So sit.
Hush now.
Stop.
No point rushing now.


Sit.
Submit.
Wait.
And watch,
Just wait and watch.

Nope. Not anymore.

Happiness, health, and peace
Thats all i wish for you love

You dont have it
The way i do
And dont question me on that
For i know
because it hurts.
And it shows.

Today was terribly mean.