It's interesting to look through the cracks in my eyelids,
Find wonders without even tryin'.
Staring out the window in my soul,
Womderin' why it's so fah king cold.
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To many mistakes,
Feelin' fake.
To many superficial sunsets,
To few undetected inlets.
I hate these bright colors,
Blue, green, red,
And what the **** is wonder flutter?
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I feel this dark hue,
Trickle down to my new shoes.
Sending shivers down my spine,
It's a good thing death is not a crime.
Trade my soul for a sense of humor,
Must really ****,
Died cuz I had a tumor,
Whatever, don't give a f*#k
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Treat me like a ***** rat,
I'll treat you like I'm Chris kratt!
Explainin' all these animal blunders,
Still not another bowl dunker.
Don't treat me like I'm new,
Not like I work at a zoo.

To many bright lights.
Places to cry at night.
Screams to raise the hype.
What a world of darkness,
Yelling into the broken light.

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If the dripping heat cleans the flesh,
With the searing pain of intense locks,
Who would help with the unloved moisture?

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Feel the rays,
Through the dark veil of rain.
The marriage of cloud to sky.
The Twilight to the starlight.
The soothing feel of,
Heavens harsh tears,
Born of unbearable pain.

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In the starlit sunset,
The world falls asleep.
To wake anew,
With a risen dew.
All to wait for the starlit showers,
After a beautiful sunrise.

In the silence,
I can hear.
In the silence,
I understand.
In the silence,
I can feel.
In the silence,
I see the world as it is.
In the silence,
I can cry.
In the silence,
I feel pain.
In the silence,
I miss your voice.
In the silence,
I miss your breathing.
In the silence,
I can't remain.
Jump into the noise,
I must refrain.
For fear of the laughter,
I can't contain.
Silence is my curtain,
Your smile is my window,
But today it is not sunny.
Closed,
The curtain shall remain.
Sitting in the silence,
Afraid of the pain.