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Blaq thoughts Dec 2018
Indicisive about a decision
A decision weather I find a match or not
A decision of if I want to look
For fools gold
Being or having a family made my being
Made me start dreaming
Filled with love for no reason
Sleepless nights thinking
Is it real
That one can. Have a one,
Better yet one and two can live as one
Like a curious adult I found out the hard way
That when I die one day
It's gonna end one way.
Just me in my grave.
In that moment my purpose in life faded
Away
Money, love , motivation.
Flew out the window
And now I have no choice but to live
Blaq thoughts Jul 2018
His dead beat ***
No having always buying ***
But can't afford rent ***
He *****
I'ma start dating girls,
There's just walking ****** no more
Get that '******' for child support
I don't want him
But u could have him,
Now, look he dating a white girl
Guess he can't handle a sister.....!.
How can I be my brothers keeper?
When my sister
Looks at me as sinnester,
So be happy
Yo strong black man
With long D energy
Is dead
be happy
rejoice!
You snatched your helping hand with
Civil rights
And gave him homosexuality
U throw away the covenant
You threw away thr family
Under God
I know we ain't perfect
But we was perfectly
in love..
Perfect smiles
from our kids
But u slayed the king!
You are no Queen of mine!!!,
Like a Goddess he worshipped
The ground you walked
But you slayed a king
And lost understanding of your
Part of "OUR" duties
Your scared of submission
Mean while I'm scared of you
Because you slayed the King.
Blaq thoughts Jul 2018
Diana Ross


She sang like Diana Ross
Words reserect souls
On the skin
O sweet Diana
I was steel without a heart
I was a crow without a brain
Lion without courage
And at the end she sang ..
Then I found myself.
And then clicked your boots
And became ***** Diana
Looking for tedo
When I was your jackson
Blaq thoughts Jul 2018
After all this dope I smoked
Drinks I drunk
1095 days and im still Loving you
It's not fair you know
Your just good with whoever
And thinking still of you
If I could see you
I'll ask for a hug
Then ask for a kiss
Then I'll ask for your heart
Cuz I wanted to live my life with you
You was supposed to be here
Guess not.
Believe I'm still working
That job u put me on too SMH
And I just realize that
It was a excuse
To be a lil closer to you
Now I looked at all my drugs
I consumed
N see it was all because of you.
I regret loving you , I
Regret opining a heart
That didn't even think
Was real.
No lie I still would accept us again
But I know things might be different
How do I get over you
GOD help me!!

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