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4.1k · Jan 2018
Thoughts
Notepad Jan 2018
Sometimes I believe a single smile can be a lie,
knowing that your silence has made me cry,
thoughts of you keeps rushing through my brain,
causing needles to pinch my soul again,

Days are fading and my heart is bleeding,
please don't forget me while i'm still breathing,
I can't face this world alone,
so where are you when I called home?.
Deep Thoughts...
2.2k · Oct 2020
Desire
Notepad Oct 2020
Watch the stars
dance the night,
Close thy eyes
with tranquil mind,
take one breath
don't you regret,
make one wish
you'll never forget,
Happy Birthday
1.8k · Dec 2021
River
Notepad Dec 2021
Listen to the sound
ripples beating like my soul
letting myself flow
Quietly by Kristoffer wallin
https://youtu.be/2j4G5SOdGRk
1.7k · Sep 2021
Last Ink
Notepad Sep 2021
You'll always be loved
in the heart of white feathers
Let your heart simmer
in the arms of another

Exhale your thoughts
as I leave one last kiss
and let you flow into
the cerulean eye's
of the sea to set you free
What matters is the air you breath, the life you have and the love that may come. You deserve it
1.4k · Dec 2021
Embrace
Notepad Dec 2021
If you could feel it
breath for a moment
my arms around you
like sunset's embrace
let thy eyes be calmed
Inhale one more time
whisper my goodbye
till darkness arrives
Exhale butterflies
You were everything to me
till I became nothing
1.3k · Sep 2021
If only
Notepad Sep 2021
If only you knew
My eyes would howl at the moon
Tears of crystal blue
That you were my only one
Before you fade in the light
1.2k · Sep 2021
Sun beams
Notepad Sep 2021
Warm lights on the walls
beaming through every window
soft as a bear's hug
lights my heart beneath my eyes
a sweet taste of golden hour
1.2k · Jan 2022
In the Dark
Notepad Jan 2022
Close your eyes
inhale the space
embrace the moment
in the dark
we fade
blue roof
empty sky
Onion eyes
music's embrace
it's okay

(Dans le noir by Charmine D'Avis)
1.2k · Dec 2021
Breathe
Notepad Dec 2021
Close my eyes
Color me blue
Take my breath
Make me new
Exhales to the ocean blue
1.1k · Jul 2021
Memory
Notepad Jul 2021
You are on my mind,
With every detail I love,
Beats less in my heart,
Acceptance
1.1k · Jul 2018
...
Notepad Jul 2018
...
I know it hurts, I'm sorry
Please don't cry, I'm sorry
I'll miss you, I'm sorry
...
I will always love you, Good bye
...
It hurts to lose someone you love
949 · Aug 2021
she
Notepad Aug 2021
she
she hugged herself tight
she told herself ''it's alright''
cause the world couldn't
904 · Aug 2021
Disappear
Notepad Aug 2021
Time is all I have,
To forget me in your eyes,
Till there's nothing left,
"My oh my" - James Smith
834 · Jun 2023
Human
Notepad Jun 2023
We all have a choice
Don't be ashamed
Just follow your heartbeat
Because I promise you
You'll be okay
The silence still buries me but one day it will become my favorite music
802 · Mar 2022
Rose
Notepad Mar 2022
If I were a rose
It hurts to lose a petal
Than to grew a thorn
🥀
Don't ever give up love
783 · Jan 2022
Lost
Notepad Jan 2022
Let this be my last
Just forget the past
Erase every piece
Let this give you peace
But if you can keep
My name at least
Maybe you'll find me
Names are not poisonous, only memories...
778 · Jul 2021
Being
Notepad Jul 2021
Find thy inner peace,
in the midst of all unknown,
creating your flow,
Growing
776 · Dec 2021
Letters
Notepad Dec 2021
From broken Morse code
It's hard to convince your mind
That I cared for you
I wish you knew from the start
755 · Feb 2018
One Day
Notepad Feb 2018
One day you'll find her,
One day you'll love her,
One day you'll break her,
One day you'll lose her.
749 · Jan 2022
Everything
Notepad Jan 2022
When I gave it all
To every single last breath
Knowing you have left
'Everything' is a choice
726 · Jun 2023
The Calm
Notepad Jun 2023
Close your eyes my love
As time embraces you
Keeping your thoughts clear
Calm eyes through the horizon
Let thy soul beat once again
711 · May 2022
Timelapse
Notepad May 2022
We met in winter
flushed cheeks warmed from weeks with you
called love till spring blooms
we said I love you

Silence turned me blue
feeling empty without you
thinking what to do
thoughts piled up the room

she made you smile
thinking maybe it was time
to let you fly free
and so It shall be

from that moment on
you hated me to the core
I was just afraid
that you never loved me

we stayed for a chance
hoping we'd bloom once again
tied a broken string
yet breaks once again

I meant what I said
that you were a life that matters
the beats of my heart
you were everything,
why do we fall apart?


I'm sorry I stopped
it doesn't feel like it's us
words were still just words
and secrets behind your eyes
nothing will ever be right
I wish to say more but I know it wouldn't matter.
I wish my person well, better, and happy.
You deserve more than me.
704 · Dec 2021
Rain
Notepad Dec 2021
Falling winter's kiss
Caresses down to every curve
Ebbs beneath my skin
679 · Sep 2021
Notepad Sep 2021
There is light in thee
from the darkest galaxies
reflects light in me
🌙
672 · Jan 2023
Glimpse
Notepad Jan 2023
bewitched in one thought
you gave me tranquility
with a glimpse of you
it would be enough to stay
to walk down memory lane
Thank you for loving me,
when you don't have to
635 · Jul 2021
Full
Notepad Jul 2021
half full
almost empty
porcelain cracks
beautifully dripping
slowly in time
seconds away
still full
of emptiness...
609 · Feb 2023
Blue
Notepad Feb 2023
Dear blue sweater,

Fluffy as I can remember
Warm as the summer
Huggable in any weather

You were everything I wished
but the opposite of my likes
But who am I to judge
when opposites collide?

I hoped a lot of things,
That went the wrong way.
Accepting our difference
made a lot of change.

I tried to see the good,
Not the quality you present
What more can appearance do?
When you're perfectly fur-fect

You'll always be my favorite
The comfy mellow fabric
The blue sweater I adore
Even if blue isn't your favorite
P.s. It looks good on you.
609 · Feb 2023
Empty
Notepad Feb 2023
Another wave
A moment to lose
A pain to embrace
What more could I do?

I wish, I hope, I pray and I mope
Maybe it was me, maybe it was you
Maybe we just couldn't speak the truth

We were more than we could share
How long does it take to tell a tale?
Maybe I'm not worthy, maybe asking is too much
Must be best to be less
Let words be left unsaid

Silence may not be my friend
But through time until the end
It's all I have left
My arms are cold
608 · Dec 2022
Hope-less
Notepad Dec 2022
You say so much things
Barely made a difference
To us, more than you
...
606 · Jul 2021
Deep End
Notepad Jul 2021
I held my hands high,
feeling every heaven's tear,
heal my anguished heart,
It hurts but it's okay
604 · Sep 2020
Promise
Notepad Sep 2020
Time for bed,
Rest your head,
I'll  protect you dear,
from the nightmares you bare,

Close your eyes,
Count to three,
You'll be safe with me,
I promise you my dear,
A sweet lullaby for a furry buddy or to your precious little flowers ♥️
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Feeling that my parenting days will be over as they start to get older
591 · Aug 2023
Letting go
Notepad Aug 2023
Hoping for something
We fought for what felt missing
And we won nothing
590 · Feb 2022
Embers
Notepad Feb 2022
Don't ever forget
It's okay to disappear
You still have yourself
The wildfire that burns bright
The love that spreads like embers
Don't tell yourself different,
We all spark wonderfully


547 · Jan 2022
Same but different
Notepad Jan 2022
We all walk the same
stuck in the trance of regrets
anonymous paths
tried to run from it all
hiding wasn't a safe place
till you find your strength
We all walk through the same feeling of pain,
just in different anonymous paths

Own your beautiful battle scars, they are to be cherished not to be shamed off
535 · Sep 2020
Encore
Notepad Sep 2020
Engulf me in love,
Break me in half,
Only once-more,
Only encore,
Lament time
531 · Jul 2023
Tears
Notepad Jul 2023
In every season
the rain brings nostalgic vibes
to where it felt real
Glimpse of every memory
Within a drop that falls down
This time it felt real
523 · Jan 2022
Scent
Notepad Jan 2022
The scent of your words
Led me to forgiving tears
Melting my blue heart
Telling me to disappear
Till I forget my story
512 · Jan 2022
Live on
Notepad Jan 2022
I promised you life
even if I'm half the heart
so I'd watch you fly
It's quiet inside
507 · May 2022
Cold coffee
Notepad May 2022
The past haunts me still
As the silence stole the show
I think I'm not her
Just Leave the coffee cold

You deserve the sunsets
And all the golden stars
Forget about me
Enjoy the sweet chocolate
My everlasting heart
Random thoughts that I can't put into better words, that's all my heart could come up with
502 · Apr 2018
Jealous
Notepad Apr 2018
Im jealous of the life of other people,
The smiles and laughter they take everyday,
The friends and family that's happy everyday,
And I'm just here watching my life fly away,

Im jealous of the love people share everyday,
The kissing, the hugging that romantic scenes I swear,
That love ain't always fair,
And I'm just here broken when no one cared,

Im jealous of the sky and sea,
That peaceful place i dreamed it would be,
Nothing but the sound of silence,
the freedom to set me free,
to fly with my feathered wings,
But I'm chained you see,
In a cage, clipped wings
Till death I bleed.
495 · Jun 2023
The River
Notepad Jun 2023
We all have our ways
No matter how deep it feels
Just keep going my dear
487 · Jul 2023
Everyday
Notepad Jul 2023
I wake up the same
laying on forgotten sea
thinking I was found
another day to be
482 · Jun 2022
Mend
Notepad Jun 2022
Inhale my life
Embrace my scars
Hold me tight
Mend my heart
W (ork)
I (n)
P (rogress)
429 · Nov 2021
Medicine
Notepad Nov 2021
When the music note hits
and the rhythm dives you deep
light begins to fade
falling gracefully at ease
down into the ocean void
I rest in peace
Down into the big blue I go ♡
418 · Jun 2022
Life's vacancy
Notepad Jun 2022
Just make them happy
don't take it too personal
and leave empty
That's all I ever do,
that's all I'll ever be
418 · Aug 2021
The Fragments
Notepad Aug 2021
Cold coffee,
Drought soul,
Pale blue,
Broken bones,

Chapped lips,
Tired skin,
Plain vanilla,
Broken again,
The fragments... of my being
407 · Sep 2021
White Rabbit
Notepad Sep 2021
Habit by habit,
Just another white rabbit,
In this life's gambit,
395 · Dec 2021
Star drops
Notepad Dec 2021
Lifts my head up high
Finding peace at night
Eyes burns like fire
Hoping to be alright
If you see no stars,
then you know how many nights I've cried
385 · Aug 2023
Keep it up!
Notepad Aug 2023
Like we always say
"You deserve to be happy"
We do know better...
This may never reach you anymore but you were the best of everything. And I hope you find peace, new love and the life you wanted. Keep it up!
384 · Jun 2022
Moments
Notepad Jun 2022
I'm free as the ocean,
brighter than the star,
calm as the earth,
and gentle as the wind,

but at times
I feel as if

I'm drowning in the deep
burning from the light
Buried in the dirt
and cold as the night
So much for trying to keep myself away from writing but here I am
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