Finger fidgeting
Feet tapping
Checking the time
Looking down
Staring into space
Faking your calm
Heart beating
Palms sweating
******* hair
As you wait for them to call your name
Chairs squeak
Doors open
Names called
Doors close
Not your turn, still waiting
Faith leaves
Hope leaves
Love leaves
You leave
Walking down the hallway
Blurry vision
Spinning rooms
A slight pinch
Blackness
Blackness
You are escorted out
A click
Songs
Tears
Beauty
Goodbyes
Hellos
Loss
Gain
You are welcomed with open arms

still trying to find my
voice
even when im
drowing in a
never ending sea of
them.

school is out now
more time to write
more time to roam
it is sweet but sad

do you wanna know what love is to me?

it's this funny feeling,
that not even god can explain.
it causes desire, need and hatred..
but most of all pain.

but what is love?
is it a phase?
can we break its cycle?
is there an end?

for those who fall into it,
do not choose.
some may win,
but most of them lose.

i hate you
for doing exactly what i do

i love you
for who i thought you were

i hate you
because you changed me

i love you
because you loved me

i hate you
because you don't love me anymore

How do you explain caring
Worrying about someone?
When your heart stops
When they're gone
Your heart goes out to them
All you want is to save them?

Everytime they're gone
You worry, wonder
What are they up to?
Hope that in time they
Will come back safely
Into your arms