Zemlya

Zemlya 7d

Now I don't love You anymore
That love was like a diamond ore
It's hard to get ans sad to lose
But this is life, full of abuse
But I ain't crying, why should I?
"Love's over, and I don't know why"
When hearts were just flying around
I had nothing to write about...
I was happy with what I had
And now the situation's bad
Now history repeats itself
I can no longer hide myself
I know I won't have a third chance
I am for real in a bad stance

I couldn't release this on April 1st. I guess I'm back to writing. But it's f***ing sad😓. We both don't love each other anymore...
Guys this was obviously an April Fools joke I just forgot to release it that day. Tho she actually doesn't love me...

#love #brokenlove #sad

Zemlya Mar 29

Guys I'm alive

****, I haven't wrote here for a while
But I made it to March

Zemlya Feb 15

I love U, n U love me too

I love U, n U love me too
This world now feels like just us two.
This day felt like a big mess
But happiness' the biggest mass
I love the things U do for me
Like, that is just too good to be
I don't know how it happened. Y?
But I say, I don't wanna die

My relationship is BACK🤩 (somehow), also a quick mention that I completely retire, cuz I'm known for my depressed verses, not for happiness. 14.02.2025 was truly the best day of my life

#love

Zemlya Feb 3

Guys I'm still alive

I'm alive (sadly)
It's been hard but I made it till February

Zemlya Jan 14

I thought my heart could let You go...

I thought my heart could let You go
But still it beats with love I show
Your gaze, it pulls me into light
The warmth that lingers through the night...
The days I loved, the days I cared
The memories that us two shared...
I see you talk with someone else
The jealousy that f-ing swells...
I love the past, though it deceives
The memories are all that grieve...

Yeah, btw #backtoschool😭

#love

Zemlya Jan 4

I know you're happy, but I'm not

I know You're happy, but I'm not,
I'm unhappy with what I got
While You get happiness and friends,
I'm fighting suicide attempts
I'm Number 1 in class, I know,
They think I'm happy, but big NO
I just can't do this anymore,
It's only me who knows the lore
You say: "Just NEVER suicide",
But I don't know with what I side…

Uh... Idk

#life #love #death #suicide #sad #idk #nomoretags

Zemlya Dec 2024

I always cry, cry every night

I always cry, cry every night
You think I'm good, I'm not alright
The good days are about to end
My lifeline is about to bend
I'd be the chill guy, I cannot
This love has made my brain go rot
The void is eating me alive
Nobody'll give me a high-five
Nobody'll say to me "Hello!"
I won't be here, I'll be below

Craziness

#sadness #love #life #death