Sleep eludes
My cold resides
Addiction imbued
Chemicals inside

Casomorphines from cheese
Healing honey from bees
Etizolam from chemists
Coke from friend visits

Here's my passowrd;

Dialect of the language of love
Spiritually digital connection

Ignoring is games played
Or maybe they have food in their mouths
Or talking to their mother

Or they say were they aren't.

Pouring rain in a dry street
Cresote turning and airing
Color blooms but always dies and goes back to grey dustclouds fluming in the distance while the sun is blocked
by a glowing resisteance of dust and agricultural waste and rust

Slows like bubbles burst silently in air
Irisdescent floating densities
Quickness of a bubble wrap popping

Unforunate Friday glooms
My job fell through
And my homes a mess...

A person I love in tragedy
Its not mine but it's empathy

.....
Feelin like today I'll fall asleep
When the sun comes up
Stay up all night drink with me
3 days later daylights up
Still with a half full cup
Don't if the sun fell South
Off the earth or we slept through

The coke. The life. The weekend.
Today on Sunday, it's ending
Or just beginning. Soak in time. Its so slowly leaking, so waste a few years you won't be missin. One by one we will be singing happiness.

Raptured like a cocoon
Exploding black butterfly ooze
Cluttered with skyboxes in the room
Feels like I'm on ice, about to crack through

My body lies dormant in anxious
Wait for a sudden burst of fate
Fears swallow, rob me of language
Ice water runs through my veins
With ethanol, caffiene, nicotine and morphine and sometimes something else to sedate

Im sick and healing
negative energy receding
the past feeling in me
has reappeared.

---------------------------------------------------------------­-------------------------- Clean slate, anxious of fate, relishing inner turmoil and debate.
Yet to myself loyal.

Negative energy projected on me. Imprinted to be part of my psyche. The energy is faulty, can not control my souls heartbeat. Time moved hindered in fear of defeat, now It moves with a swift recede and back again like the ocean beneath my feet. Melting into sand, it washes out but I keep in the same position, on my own ground. Not into your negative imprint ocean; A sea that see's my defeat, poised to pull my feet
from beneath me.

My friend wears a head dress  
Hijab fabric soft and delicate

She took it off in distress
Odd fabricate cracks in us

Societal systems, suicidal schisms

Golden rules thrown out  
Hate loud and cussed in shouts      

Or short quiet words said a foot away at a gaspump
threats made okay because you voted for trump

Across an angry mob, lauds praise for Clinton
Turned over cop cars, fires from the ignition
Spread over the masses in blue party indignation
Say they're free from blame, they lost the election

Treat others like less then pennies
Cause their political party is yours enemies
Or cause their skin isn't one of these ... White, White or White

The action is abhorrent, flagrant. None of this is alright

War hate blend brewing its familiar fragrance
Prideful with an aroma of allegiance