At the end of the day
there'll be a beautiful sunset
waiting for you
Right afterwards
the sky will be painted black
with twinkling stars for comfort
But then the clouds start to cover them
Blocking your view, and the demons
they appear again in your head
It's past midnight: early a.m
you have no idea
why you feel how you do
You just lay there alone
with vicious thoughts running around
as the tears slowly start to fall
From your cheeks to your nose
and your clothes even got wet
and you run out of breath
You try not to make a sound
because no one should know
it won't be any good for anyone
Until you fall asleep
and hope to have a good dream
but still you fail to be happy
Even in your sleep
not a hint of joy to be found
only this pounding feeling in your chest
And then you hear the alarm sounding off
As your eyes open you see darkness
The same ceiling you stared crying to sleep
It took every ounce to get out of bed
to face a new day
and be miserable inside
As the sunrise comes
we have to pretend once again
how can I stop this feeling?
I hate you @ self