My life is a movie no one finishes
they leave halfway into the sadness.
I guess it's because they know
at the end of the movie,
there'll be nothing to hold on to
but tears and false hope.

Today I am feeling blue
Like the walls in my room
I am dull.

Today was not a good day
Nothing special happened
Just my usual bad luck

Today I just hoped
For something different
And was left dissapointed

I wonder why
We can't get used to
The feeling of sadness

When it consumes you
All you can hope for is
For no one to see your tears
Your weakness

Because even when we're at our lowest,
We still have our pride.

At times we crave for attention
at other times we crave for appreciation
but at the end of the day,
I think all we really want is for love.

Life is not about
how long you have lived
it's about how well you have lived
even for a short period of time,
and that's how anyone can be young.

People don't just fall in love because they have nothing to do,
We fall in love not because we want to
We fall in love because we feel the need to
And yes, all people need love.

But love how will I ever get to forget,
your endless laughter echoing through the room
little notes of poetry you write when I'm blue.

Love, how do you expect me to move on
from someone who made me feel euphoria
someone who showed me
what it means to really be alive.

Love, how can I ever look for someone new
when it was always you, all I wanted was for you
to stay true and maybe we could get through
all the times we felt quite blue,
you were just being crude but even so I love you.

Love, can you not hear me?
I love you! from every single imperfection you have
that still somehow make you the epitome of what is perfect

I beg of you! To listen, just listen to me.
Stay, please stay, because without you
I wouldn't know what to do, or where to go to.
I am lost without you.

Love please stay, come back into my arms
and maybe we can just make love
even if it's a bit cliche
it wouldn't take too much if you would stay.

Stay and kiss my tears away.
Stay with me and forget yesterday
would that be okay?

I was hoping that maybe,

with every rise of the sun
- my dull eyes would light up.
with every drop of rain
- the tears running down my face would be hidden.
with every rainbow
- my grey colored life would gain color.
with the winds
- causing my hair to cover my face
   with an expression of anguish
with the thunder
- causing my screams for love to be deafened

when leaves start to fall
- maybe it'd explain the weight I am feeling,
   maybe it's just because of gravity
when the first snow comes
- maybe my thick clothing could replace
   the warmth you once gave to my heart.
when flowers start to blossom
- maybe I'll start looking at the world beautifully again
when summer comes in
- maybe your side of the bed will warm up again

Or maybe I'll just start the cycle all over again.