Maybe God is just lonely
And the reason He hasn’t answered my prayer
If of fear that I will stop praying if He did
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe

don’t worry.
he blocked me,
told me that he didn’t want me
to have to read his poems
about you.
he blocked me
the day that i gave him
the bag of his favorite snacks,
bought with my working money.
but, that says more about him
than it does about me.
“i still care”
he said.
no, you don’t.
but fine.
this is just the cruelest torture.

i’ve lost all control.
i cut,
and i hurt,
and i bleed.