when your know you at the bottom you gotta make it to the top
gotta keep on moving and dont stop
stop worrying about what people do and say
because a blessings coming your way
keep your head up high
wipe the tears out your eye
you gotta stand tall
dont let a hatter make you fall
we all have problems this we see
but dont you never change you be who you wanna be
we all go through pain
we all have insults going through our brains
and we all have those days when we feel rain
we all feel bad at times
like there's nobody's there
he'll always care
and share
so bare
cuz god is there
your blessings coming on the way
keep fighting it and pray
cuz when you wake up one morning you'll have a better day
and let me end this with this
i love you big sis

im tired of being alive i wish i could be dead
cause im always having insults going through my head
my lil brothers wanna snitch
like they a mother ******* *****
my momma getting mad cause im trying to have some fun
all these problems im facing and aint got nowhere to run
it does'nt matter if i pray
cause imma still go through the same **** everyday
so i mind as well past away
whats the since of living
when you feel your doing nothing but giving
your rights are turned to wrongs
so there aint no moving on
because we cant last for long
been living a life of pain
my love has been drained
buy the insults stuck in my brain
they say im known by being lame
you thinking that this a game
but once you dead then who is gone be blame
i dont need nobody i got me myself and I
**** all these hattas i see them and and pass them by
you can say whatever cause im something that your not
so gone and call your shots
cause you cant never take my spot

Momma im sorry for every tear I put inside your eye
Im hear to let you know imma try
Try to do better
Be more clever
And pulling your strings like a lever
Imma try to do good in school
Stop hanging around fools
Till everything is cool
I know I made you mad the other night
I was mad about my life
But now I feel alright
I know at times it seems bad
But now im glad
Because nobody has had hatters like I had

well im sorry i had to leave
but i have to anwser to other needs
so  my goals will suceed
i no she got a heart
and forgive me for tearing it apart
live your life and be strong
be happy and move on
cause at the end you'll see who'll be living long
I hope you be alright
and have a good night
gone and tell your friends cause I know i aint right
but believe me im still different than others
we can be friends there for one another
please dont compare to the bad guy
cause when i was with you i never put a tear inside your eye
just keep living your life
cause im very sure you'll make a person's wife
so enjoy live your life have your fun
and please don't think about this mean thing that I've done
this is already to hard for me to take

therefore this could be my biggest mistake

well before i go to bed i gotta say this
you getting out the hostpital my only wish
i been depressed in da morning crying at night
just because i want you to be alright
your my only girl
in this crazy world
we'll go through thick and thin
be forgiving by our sins
but im hoping u wake up from the coma your in
baby girl i cant take it
cant break it
or shake it
if there''s no you there's no me
with you is the only place i wanna be
i'll alway's be real faithful to
just to see your pretty smile boo
plus my best friend mad at me too
but i gotta stay strong
and pray the lord dont take her home
because our love is everlasting long
im her king
she's my queen
and put that together it makes the best couple you've seen

By Louis Haynes
Dedicated To The Love Of My Life
who's currently in the hospital over a fatal insedent

IT'S ONLY ME LEFT INSIDE THIS JUNT
I TAKE MY LAST BREATH AS I HIT DA BLUNT
FEELING SO HIGH AS I REACH THE CLOUDS
THEY SAY THIS DA DEFINITION OF LOUD
SO HERE I AM ALL ALONE
WITH REGIE LOUD AND KUSH IN MY HOME
EACH 1 I HIT THE BETTER I FEEL
SMOKED SO MANY IM DOING MY OWN DRILLS
I REACHED MY MARK
I THEN LAUGH AT LAST
PEOPLE AROUND TELLING ME TO PASS
I LOOK AND LAUGH AT THEY ***
SO OFF I GO BACK TO THE ROOM
WHERE THE SCENT OF THE FLOWERS SEND ME TO BLOOM
AND THEN PUFFS I WILL TAKE WILL SEND ME TO ZOOM
YOU KNOW YOUR HIGH WHEN YOUR EYES ARE LOW
AND EVERYTHING SEEMS TO MOVE SLOW
YOU KNOW YOUR HIGH WHEN YOU EAT MEAL AFTER MEAL
THEN FALL ASLEEP AFTA YOU HIT DA PEEL
WAKE UP NEXT MORNING FULL OF HEALTH
AS YOU REPEAT THE STEPS TILL YOUR LAST BREATH

Out of all the things you faced
Even things you can't replace
No matter how wounded you were let it all erase
I know ya struggled at times
I even know you cried some tears
But look you still here
For all the people who mistreated you
Abused or even beated you
Being wounded never defeated you
But when tbey look at you now
All your doing through range
My sis Christian CaliYork said she came for a change
Gotta admit I'm real proud
Some people don't understand
But your not only my sis you also a good friend
My sis said she gone make
Regardless of the past
Nobody will never take it
Cause she has toom off like a blast
Remember this at the beginning
I dedicated this to you cause when they said you losing
At the end now you winning