Muskan Purohit

Muskan Purohit Apr 2020

Prayers

I believe that every person is created by god and has inherent personal strength.
We all have the ability to impact the world in a unique way.
We all have so many opportunities to make choices that will positively affect others.
I've a desire to impact the world for good by reaching out to others in love and service.
Let's strive to instill right values,
to motivate someone's actions.
Let's seek genuine concern for others,
let's enter god's gates,
with joy and grace !
Let's thank him for everything we've today !
And with thanksgiving in our hearts,
let's enter his courts with praise.
Let us thank you dear god,
I feel so blessed for everything I've today,
thank you for giving me strength everyday.
I promise I won't complaint anymore,
thank you for everything you've gave.
Now, let blessings flow and find it's way !

Muskan Purohit Apr 2020

Real friends or fake ?

Friendships aren't meant to fade away,
but it just goes away someday.
And in between this gradual process,
you'll know,
who's real and who's fake ?
They'll be there at 2 am for you,
losing their sleep,
just to make you feel free,
when you feel miserable about everything.
Just because they've a lot of work to do in the afternoon,
they'll manage their time.
But life **s us up every time,
and maybe they won't be able to catch up or meet you for months.
But their hugs will always feel like home,
when you meet them,
and that's on being best of friends.
They'll be a symbol of trust, love and loyalty in your life.
Someone who will always be around,
not physically,
but their presence in your life will make you feel fine in your bad times.

Muskan Purohit Apr 2020

Correction

Someone said this,
"Don't be sad because nobody cares ".
"It's okay ti be sad,
just don't become more sad by expecting people to care about you.
It's your life.
It's your feelings.
People don't get to decide what you should be feeling ",
I corrected.

Muskan Purohit Apr 2020

I'm not fine

Sitting on the couch,
wondering what's wrong with my mind.
And I don't see any signs,
of me being absolutely fine.
But that's what I say when I'm asked if everything's alright.

Something is troubling me.
and it's doing and to em.
Something's eating me up from inside,
I don't understand why I've been so distant lately.
I'm very sorry for ** everything up every time.

I'm just dying a little everyday,
but what about living ? We only live once, right ?
but I can't even cheer myself up anymore,
I'm honestly so done with the life that I've right now.

I live with this regret, with every breathe,
it's like, I'm falling in this hole.
I've saved everyone from it but today,
Ii can't help myself.
I lose a part of myself,
and can't even find it again.

Yes this is how I've been feeling from past few years,
so you better don't ask me how my day went.
Because I'm never in a mood to rant,
Ii'm gonna act all fine in you presence.
But I can't deny the fact that,
I'll cry about everything when no one's around.

Muskan Purohit Apr 2020

I was blind in his love

He was "send pics" and
I was"tell me about the song which kept you alive when you wanted to die "
We weren't meant to be.
But why couldn't I see ?
Maybe Ii was too lost in his brown eyes and that smell of him in his black hoodie.

Muskan Purohit Apr 2020

Self absorbed people and their toxicity

Self absorbed people annoys the * out of me,
just by being around.
I'm so tired of your *,
aah ! you're so toxic.
Don't you realize that I'm a person too,
and I feel different emotions ?
I'm hurt but I'm not dying for attention like you,
some feelings just don't feel so certain,
some thoughts runs in my mind with every breathe.
But it doesn't really matter I guess.
Because I'm supposed to pretend like everything's fine,
as you wanna make everything about yourself every time.

Muskan Purohit Apr 2020

On the floor,wondering

Lying on the floor,
wondering why I've got this life.
My heart has been broken my so many,
but healed my none.
I've tried my best every time.
I've tried picking those pieces and handling them over to someone,
and that's where I always go wrong.
And I don't know if all of this is making me more strong or,
just makes me numb everyday.