Just a maths class led to an incomplete story,
maybe they were just not meant to be.
They had so much in their mind,
but didn't say a word.
They can't bear this pain,
how do they even explain ?
As their feelings were never conveyed,
and now all they do is regret,
because they can't see any hope.
They didn't express.

My biology teacher said this,
"Just because someone is able to tolerate something painful,
that doesn't make the pain any less ".
And that hits close to home.

Tired of this everyday *,
oh god ! Get me a life to live.
This feels like a rat race.
I don't even wanna fight to win.

Giving up but ugh I can't !
Jeopardizing my future,
just going away from my happiness,
where the * is this path going to take me ?

Not wanting to get out of my bed,
not on week days but also not on weekends.
But still doing what's destroying me,
because this is how life's supposed to be.

There's a reason behind all this,
not my real purpose,
not what I dreamed of,
but something really close to it.

Living with a hope that it's all worth it,
even tho it makes me feel like I'm dying.
I'm just ** it all up by taking bad decisions,
there's no going back.

Either live with what you've created,
or live with a regret that you didn't create what you thought you deserved.
Currently laughing at myself for being a fool,
what about you ?

To the girl from my maths class,
I sat on third seat and you were beside.
We never really talked,
but I wish I did.
Your eyes spoke a lot,
and I fell for that.
Oh yes, I did.
But after you left,
life changed.
I didn't feel like going to the class anymore.
I missed all that happiness I felt,
all of those scenarios in my head,
and all those moments I spent in your presence came,
to an end.
You were magical, I always tried making an eye contact,
but I couldn't afford it,
and I always failed miserably.
And now, I regret it.
It's been years but I still feel it.
No, I wasn't good enough for you but this conscious feeling,
in this undesirable situation,
leaves me with no hope.
But where did you even go ?
I don't know.
I want to feel every bit of me bouncing,
like it did,
when I saw you.
I wish I told you how I felt,
or maybe just a goodbye.
I'm writing this with aspirations,
I wanna make those scenarios come true.
If not true,
If not now,
then in eternity.
I'll meet you and let you know all about me.

This is from that silent girl from your maths class,
you never really knew existed.
But today,
I'm writing this,
to appreciate all those sweet memories,
to let you know about my story,
where the main role was played by you.
As you were the king in my dreams.
Yes, we'd classes together and I sat beside you,
did you even knew this before ?
I always tried to catch your brown eyes,
But I always failed.
I always turned my head back,
after staring at you for straight fifteen seconds,
because you never even looked at me.
That feeling is hard to explain,
but what if I still feel the same ?
What if your name still makes my heart beat faster,
but I just ignore because there's no point,
you consumed me and left a hole.
But I must admit that,
everything changed when I saw you,
when I realized that there's magic in your presence.
Something that made me attend the classes,
I hated the most.
Your rainbow coloured clothes,
made my body in black leather, jump,
as those love songs started making more sense,
and those flowers in the garden seemed more pretty.
You were like a blooming daisy,
in my life which felt more like a desert.
But unfortunately,
I'd to leave.
With all these feelings and words, unspoken, with me,
maybe we'll meet in after like and complete this story

Every day is for improvement,
to learn something new.
As we always get new opportunities.

Let's appreciate every moment as it is,
a light of hope in dark,
a moment of doing something what we love.
As it's the only way to be truly satisfied,
in our busy lives.

Creating something you could be proud of,
writing what you feel,
and make an impact on others lives too.

There's a reason why we're here,
somethings are just meant to be.

Do something everyday,
create a life you've always dreamed to live.