On this street in the house
In the walls
Over the mouse
In this house on the floor
A girl who loved
And could love more
On the floor in a her head
A demon drank
And she bled
In her head, inside her mind
She knew she would win
Cuz this demon was kind

A shift in my bones
A crack in the ceiling
A squeak in the floor
Drugs in the bathroom
Money in the mattress

I paid my landlady
But will the cops catch us?

I was blind
Cuz you took my eyes
Out of the fire
You bore my demise
Soulless passion
And empty bottles
Drink back the memories
Shaken or stirred
I'd take a tall glass of water
It is preferred

****** television
late night stands
what you had for breakfast
perfect hands
the sidewalk that talk
the air you breathe
this nights future
oh what a tease
dumpsters with garbage dreams
****** girls shoes
dance in the club
bring home the blues
glitter in her hair
life in your lungs
but you can't climb a ladder
if I steal the rungs :p

I painted over my chipped nail polish
And dreamed away my fears
I stopped breathing in toxic waste
And wiped away my tears

Gentle hands and tarnished rings
A key in your pocket
To open a song that sings
A heart on my throat, a locket

A dream in a day
A jellyfish in the sea
A sky with a elephant
Would you dance with me?

Could you swim to my shore
Would you find my Island
Your not Johnny Depp
But you broke my silence

Open my heart
Unfolded my wings
Taught me to fly
And shared many things

A night with a meal
A tower of gold
A person who loves
Like a deadly cold

It is catchy it's infectious
And you will never be better
Trapped like a prisoner
Within a heart shaped fetter

But you have the key
So set yourself free

Swim away and sing on
I'm not going, I'm gone

It seems like everybody wants to just fall in love
But things that fall get broken
What we think are shooting stars
Is just space junk
It can't fulfill your wish

I just want to love and be loved
And let love, those who love

I don't need the cosmos to intervene
Or determine the condition of my heart
Cuz love isn't a game or a milkway
It's an essence of wishes in symphony

Strangers crying and daughters dying
Lights that only reach so far
Candle put out by incompatible thought
Incomplete pieces of a scatter puzzle

Just a dream
       In a bottle
       ( I lost its lid)
    I blew steam in your face
               And then we danced
     Until the dreams were drunk
           And the truth was smeared
             Like the makeup on my face

A smile painted on the mirror
And it didn't match her lips
A curve in a fun house
That scorned her hips
A length that most call pretty
But she never flips

I saw you and it was like breathing in glass
You smiled and what was left of my world shattered
You picked up my broken pieces
Even though you cut your hands, the pain didn't matter
Words from you lips, said you cared about me
Lines on your face, said your smile was real
We wove a dream into a sea of ribbons
And danced in our heads from two different places
We never slept together and we never slept apart
Because we held each other right inside our hearts
I boarded a train to a nightmare and didn't know how to get off
But somehow you found me before I got to lost
You brought me home and dried my tears
And said you would vanquish all my fears
You were only afraid of sharks and I said 'this isn't Jaws.'
And I fell into your lips and we ignored all the laws
The cosmos 'Ooohed'
And the stars 'Aaahed'
Then all we had together was thrown like wind to the sand
And it was all gone, it never ended like we planned

¿por qué te ríes de mí
¿He dicho algo gracioso
es la manera de que me miro en el espejo
o cómo las lágrimas cristalizan la cara

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***** you emotionally
Because you ******* me physically

Bang you with a hammer
Because you did the same to me

******* and your life
Because you ****** up mine

Sleep all alone
Like you never let me sleep

I wish I was ugly
Then maybe I wouldn't hear so many lies
I am not the most beautiful girl in the world
Not even close

I wish I was ugly
I can sleep on my own, I just want to rest
I don't need you to keep me warm
Not this night

I wish I was ugly
So that no one would give me another look
They would just drift on by
Not with a care

I wish I was ugly
So my dreams were more substantial
Unbroken by boys who think they are boss
Not in your dreams

I wish I was ugly
So less mascara would be wasted on my cheeks
Instead of on tear stained lied to lashes
Not that waterproof

I wish I was ugly
Except I don't think anyone would love me
They don't like me beautiful
Not even a little

I wish I was yours
Forever and a day
Without all the lies and tears
That get in our way

I haven't been honest with you
I lost my anchor to windward

I drowned inside a long time ago
I said goodbye before I left the shore

Dead in my head
And blood on my bed
No chance to say goodbye
**** this life
I just don't understand

*Why?

I forget how not to be broken
The sun can't shine on my face
Because I am having staring contest
With the concrete I walk upon

I wear dark colors that reflect
The moody person underneath
So much makeup to cover up
The real stuff I don't want to show you

I don't want to be vulnerable
Just wanting to be safe
And alone with someone who
Actually knows how to care

Sick of all the tears
And the scars on flesh
Also on my broken bleeding
Heart, forget it

Forget how to feel
This pain is to much to bear
I guess this is my lot
It *****, but it is all I've got

If my tombstone looked like me it would be;
Taller than the others
Louder that the thunder
Dreamier than the night
And brighter than the stars

But beneath the exterior
Is just cold, dark, frozen, unwanted, rock
No one sees it, and no one cares
And when the end comes
No one will be there

Chinese food on Saturday
and bulimia nervosa on Sunday
anorexic pancakes on Monday
and cold syrup on Tuesday
camels from **** day Wednesday
and a dessert of sand for Thursday
a week of weakness for Friday

when will it end
the voices in my head

I told you my dreams were made of glass
But you ripped them to shreds like paper
You knew my heart was on a string
And yet you let me go
Flown away like a kite in the wind
You dropped me down stairs
And left me in my nightmares
No rescue from a lonely soul
My heart was strong but it knew no love
Until I saw you, we had a romance
Of the summer and sunsets and butterfly kind
You watched me learn to love
Like a baby learns to walk
Simple steps, hesitant at first
But then all at once
Yet when I fell, you would always catch me
The tears I cried for you, you wiped away
With gentle midnight kisses
But a dream in the day
So quickly turns to night
And sleep did not come
Only howls of the wolves
Like a vampire you bit
Into my soft skin
And I let you bite
So I could feel you within
I gave you my all and whatever was left
But you had already taken some
Now you took what was left
There is nothing for the next
No new tomorrow
Only pain and a sad sorrow
A gentle cry a long scream
The anguish of a broken heart
From the one who played its part

Butterflies on her arms then can never fly
Released by pain into a deep red sky

Sharpie marker tears on a stone face
Glass cutter knives take her skins place

The ones who cry for her know her pain
She dare not stop unless she go insane

A artistic name written in scars
To a split personality trapped between bars

She isn't a mutation just a mutilator
But she views her own hands as a traitor

A rebuke from the angles who watch her sleep
Know what separates the strong from the weak

Draw into the future is her painful past
She will do whatever it takes to last

I am just your average nut case
Searching for her soul mate
Inside endless cartons of ice cream

Born Happy
Lived Broken
And in the end
Died In Your Arms

like a dope addict
no matter what the cost
I still always come back
to you
for more of my high

Why do I want people to like my poems?
The joy is temporary.
And it doesn't change my life.
It's just a drop in my tank of ego.
And a drip in my heart that's cracked.

But I enjoy in anyway

I love songs that make me cry, because it means my soul isn't all rock yet

under every seat belt
with every drunk driver
between all the car seats
are the wheels of time
that never stop spinning

we blow away like leaves
and are forgotten even though
we fell from imaginable heights
withstood the strongest storm
held onto a weak limb
braced against the elements
yet be blew away in the fall
as we fell to the barren ground
covering it in a blanket of colors
leftovers from the summers crisp wonders

Alex Parker had, split personality
Was sick with asthma
And struck by lightning
Split by authority
And full of love
But the he of she
Knew it couldn't last
But the she of he
Wouldn't stop looking back

go ahead and read, and then go ahead and write
put down your words, before you forget them tonight
don't keep them in your head, let them bleed into paper
write them down, and breathe them life from their maker
let the poets curse do it's work, and let it take rage
and the words let loose, boom across each fragile page
keep your words in fear ,of the hungry flames
don't let them know your lovers endless names
plural singularities and gentle rebukes
you dare not share them lest they learn refute
bind them, a slave, to a dreamer's soul
find them split and make them whole
learn their true names and wield the power
to read the poems, until the last dark hour

my women's logic is about as keen as;
grass that hasn't been mowed in months
and my brain is about as sharp as;
the knife used on the stone table

I write poetry like a:*

loser white girl
a broken hearted stalker
some lonely little dreamer
the skies actually care
your kisses could breathe
like life knows my fate
and believer in unicorns

his was a an epic love story
hers an intense tragedy
they always found the comedy
and had lots of action
but it ended in horror
with the popcorn all stale
the tears in the ******
and the marks on the floor
she saw the prelude
and he cheated during the intermission
the both paid for their tickets
had their turn to get stubbed
left their broken hearts and empty sodas behind
they waited and then they got in line
like the other zombie couples
at the movie theatre midnight premier
of: The Day I loved, there was only one showing