I’m dying inside
I can’t tell you why
I hate my life
I don’t know why I try

Fake people damage me
I fall on my knees
My heart can’t sing
My mind can’t think.

The blood you see
Is why you hate me
I’m not the girl everyone wants
And thats what haunts me.

Every time I breath
Every time I eat
I want to end it all
I just want to fall

I fall apart
Now I have no heart
I hate these feelings
My life is incomplete

My mind is lost
My eyes are glossed
I might as well go
Because they make me feel low

Let me tighten this rope
I have no hope
I dangle with no pulse
My life has come to a halt

Now that witnesser watch
They were wishing it was faux
Funny when you’re dead
When your lying on your bed

How people start listening
They act like they are missing
They act all hurt
When you’re buried in the dirt.

Nobody expected it
Now their throwing a fit
Was this meant to be
Was this supposed to happen to me?

The castle of love,
You painted on my heart,
with the splashes of your yearning.
I was able to see the
hues of urge under the grey lead of pencil.
Afraid of grey,
I turned off my assorted feelings,
Allude to my eyesight,
Your teared the mist of pride.

You perceived my terror!  
I was in defeat.

You took me in my loneliness, as for my isolation, you were the barrier.
And, I chose to adore you from miles in my chaotic silence, for which I was, I'm the witnesser.

Integrity of your tenderness, you blazoned over white sheet and I saw the grey turning into black.
I didn't find the grey!

You seized my terror by brushing over your grey pride and defined me  shield against every pain,
The shield of essence.
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