"unallied" poems
XLII
‘My future will not copy fair my past’—
I wrote that once; and thinking at my side
My ministering life-angel justified
The word by his appealing look upcast
To the white throne of God, I turned at last,
And there, instead, saw thee, not unallied
To angels in thy soul! Then I, long tried
By natural ills, received the comfort fast,
While budding, at thy sight, my pilgrim’s staff
Gave out green leaves with morning dews impearled.
I seek no copy now of life’s first half:
Leave here the pages with long musing curled,
And write me new my future’s epigraph,
New angel mine, unhoped for in the world!
3.8k
in our very own room
all have fever.. privately
we feed it soft egg
we closet and build
create fabric, like insect
mouthwork, repurpose
outside of the home
dictated by company
we have shared madness
we tread the weather
we institutionalize
miss out on the world
societies pal
traitors to our piracy
mistrust our own mind
blinds drawn, in fierce study
apply to the retooling
head clay made better
the automaton
must bare some animation
unallied approach
wetter still and fit
your neutrons fend now and thrive
carry the tune outdoors ?
Sep 13, 2019
Sep 13, 2019 at 9:09 AM UTC
To Be
Aint no life inside me ...
I'm a soulless cadaver savoring the ambiguity
Morn came and went--and came, and brought no day
Still the Dilemma is the same
I am walkin' in my own funeral destiny
Holdin' a sorrow to offer to thee
Foul of wretchedness, out of resistance,
With a sad unallied existence
Could i be ?
Aint no one
I just could not be
I am a scapegoat of humanity
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 1:03 PM UTC