Be my mind today
Protect me from myself
The threats that atempt
to take away
My sanity
Be my heart
Help me not to sway
This way and that
Protect me from heartbreak
Be my helmet
Let me only look to you
Feed my mind courage
Let my strength renew
Be my shield
Let your word be my guide
Let me listen to songs
Your people sing
Bring out the best inside
Be my sword
The only one I yield
Make me remember
Scripture
Don't  let me listen to how I feel
I know my heart
Treaturous thing
So I know I need your help
In everything
I will ignore this heart
I don't want to assume anything
But you will help me through
Because you are my refuge
No matter what life brings

you act like i'm the awful one
because i finally expressed the anger
that has been bubbling beneath the surface of my madness.
because at last i unleashed the hurt
that has slowly seeped into my veins,
which can no longer be released by even the deepest of cuts.
i think that even if i bled myself dry the hurt would still be there,
finally sunken into my skin and bones.
thats all thats left of me now,
sunken skin and broken bones
inhabited by my past, the present
and the treaturous caverns of my unsound mind.
i don't know how you can act like i'm the awful one
when you're the one that broke me.

If any of you feather thin, used to be my brethren, step onto my ledge again,
One of us WILL fall......
Severed from what's left of kin, tethered chords have left my skin, better sore then septic limbs,
I just never saw..........
You clever sorts you veterans, you leather ****** your treaturous.  Who don't endorse and don't condemn, were never friends at all.