Tea stained pages
Used makeup wipes
Rainy days in bed
You've stained me.
Flickering questioning,
Slipping reason,
Obsession,
You've drugged me.
Between the pages of old travel guides,
Tatered skirts,
Homework papers and folded planes,
I can't stop peaking glances,
Flicking thoughts to you between library shelves.
I don't know what I want,
Or how I feel,
But I know I want,
I know I feel.
You've stained my lips
And my fingers
And toes,
And hips,
And ears,
I need you,
I need you in my life.
I don't care how,
Or why,
I just need you.
I don't know how much or in what way but I need you in my life as long as I possibly can. I don't know what I'd do without you and I think about you all the time and I could wait forever for you and sometimes I think I love you and I'm sorry if I don't know what I want and What I want to be but I want you
Somehow
Someway
Please please please
I'm sorry I hurt you
Just stay in my life okay?
Even if you end up hating me its alright
As long as you still think of me sometimes
And I'll always be here if you need me
No matter how much you detest me
And i'm so sorry