I lay myself to sleep and give it all to god. So I can sleep soundly and have good dreams. Not the was I have had that are weird. So I can wake up tomorrow and be refreshed to start a new day. So I dont snap at anyone for small things they have done or haven't. So I can spend time with my siblings and be able to laugh my head off because I am having so much. Forgetting all the things that are bothering and leave them up to God. So I can an over all happy loving caring person in life. So I can give all my emotional mental and physical pain to him and let go of it forever. So I know I am in safe and caring hands with my life. I will be able to care for people as much as I can and for as long as I wont by slepping well. goodnight

I wish I was kissing you not missing you.
I wish I talking not typing.
I know I'm nothing in your world
You know you're something in mine.
The upper hand to do as you please, or not.

Slepping at night in a far away place
The rain drumming on the window
The light distorted as I see you
Only in my imagination you're not there
You have never been there

I wake to see your face, your smile
Oh be here now with me at dawn
If only in my dreams for today
Not just wishes, kisses

But that's what dreams are....