She got the looks of an angel hidden under demon dust burned onto her by years of trials by fire.....
She stands tall left behind by loved ones under weight to great for her frail beauty to support.....
Yet she smiles at me with a glow unknown to her jury who sentanced her to a life of disappointment....
Her armour falls away under the touch of my hands every night leaving an impression of heaven......
May the tears i cry shouting at a place she cant believe be  enough for salvation of her tortured soul....
Because my decision on which place to worship .... Will come out of my prayers to make her feel whole....

in your youth you made me weak,
hang on every word everytime you speak.
the day we met  you stole my heart ,
forever loving you  from that very start.
the day you left  reasons unknown to me ,
killed my soul  and made me unable to see.
ive been sentanced  to serve in some hell ,
refusing to look at what ive created well.
for some reason i cant explain ,
only once in your life  could you feel so much pain.
its been 20 years and you still impede my mind
but that guys gone now whats left isnt too kind.
unable to love like i once did
im left with a sad life , sad wife , and a angry kid.