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Sally A Bayan Sep 2013
By the bay window, I sit.....
I turn to look around,
With a sigh......

This silence that surrounds me
Is not silence at all...no, it doesn't help a bit...
Even the low-lighted lamp
Couldn't still this agitated heart of mine...
My body is being pulled from up,
Something else is pulling it downwards.
I feel I have to go outside
And chase a flying balloon in the dark,
While I hesitate to even leave this room....

I always fall victim to this restiveness
That nightly prevails upon me......
Nights when I am stripped of my usual aplomb.
Back and forth I walk,
Several times I look out the window
As I go through long tormenting moments
That don't seem to end.
Still, I am awake at this late, late hour,
.........waiting for you............
.........wanting you................
.........longing for you............

I keep tossing and turning,
The whole bed is awry
Pillows are almost torn in two
Sheets are crumpled,  and
Almost peeled away from the mattress....
.........all lie in disarray...........

The bedroom is a mess,
Even my mind, I confess.

With a sigh,
I turn to look around,
By the bay window, I sit.


Sally


   Copyright 2013
    Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
...quite a big shift from the usual....I thought, maybe this is too much.....
...but then, change is always a welcome treat......this is my first attempt, so, good luck to me....
Sally A Bayan Dec 2018
X X X

In some places,
monsoon season has long ended,
in other places, some freeze, some quiver,
bending their bodies, to warm their guts...
::::
the head aches....it swells, wanting
to spew, to set loose some things
as nature speaks....murmuring
its restiveness, through gusts of wind,
::::::::
the weapon....is impatient
its holder now alert, feeling sentient
but, unswerving...sounds are clear
hurrying footsteps  do not matter
:::::::::::::
hand stretches...grasps a sign
fireworks have come and now blind
..........an unprecedented high
an untold moment becomes nigh
an energy rares to be...needs to be
......and is now ready to be
::::::::::::::::::::
already atilt
snug within the palm, its hilt
sword has yet
to pursue, to capture...but is now set
:::::
:::::::::::::
...and when she began to write,

she did it with such elan!
mind, hand and sword, worked as one
catching bright, newly born ideas
writing them down, as quickly as
they came to mind...she started swinging
dashing...circling and criss-crossing,
black blood flowed from the tip of her sword
created lines, with defined letters and words,
captured thoughts......filled blank pages
with scenes of action, without traces of rage

............................
in moments of restless silence
............her poem was born....
...........
.........


Sally

© Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
    July 1, 2018
Mukesh kataria Dec 2015
Incessant writhing, restiveness and pain
Deep inside at the core of my heart, these do flourish & breed
Their successive & demonely endeavours
To get freedom from unbreakable clutches of delicate emotions
Do never ever succeed.

At the threshhold of my maleable heart
A silent entry of hitherto unfelt emotions
Busy in gleaning the shattered memories of my dormant past
Dovetailing them hard & giving these a golden cast.

The same old, aeonic & profound pain
Rises slowly but, it pinches again
My innocent heart gets fiercely swayed
It succumbs even when the issues are unnoticed to motley crowd and appear to be wierdly trite
Because the only language it understands best is of "intense love"
& not of any petty fight.

The journey of life was boorish & deadly boring,
My wading heart had very long to wait
But Himalayan thanks to the caring & ubiquitous god
Now my baby- smile is back
As I have got one pretty- pretty SOUL- MATE.

Mukesh kataria
Andrew molder Apr 2016
He feels cold
With a heart full of emptiness

His life unflods
As he sits in total solitariness

He's a tombstone
With thoughts that are restiveness

— The End —