"perfumey" poems
underneath the nylon blanket I got the
impression that your hands were
these beautiful, shadowy, cecropia moths
reticent with their intentions, while they sat
idly on your ribcage before seeking out warmer
bases. My back, my thigh, my hipbone that *wasn't
connected*, you whispered.
You smell like cologne and beer; warm and perfumey,
faintly sweet. I wonder if I'm still tipsy, that was over an hour ago,
over an hour ago when I had to focus on my words
to make sure they came out in pieces and not viscous liquids
thick and sugary. I imagined gems hanging from my lips,
gems hanging from my lips and letters bubbling past
them.
you keep pulling down my shirt like a curtain, derisive of your
own actions, only to find that you have yet to prove yourself
and rock my thigh into yours which was perhaps too zealous.
Too zealous, I think, nonetheless quickened by your thumb
brushing the underwire of my bra. I laugh because we are far
too juvenile. Here I am protecting the sanctity found in patience
and yet you've evaded the rules.
all this touching and we haven't even kissed, I say, which wasn't really an invitation, but then we are and i am breathing all of you
in sweet staccato breaths, tugging at your skin and still doing the
guesswork, still trying to pin down your wings like a true lepidopterist
all the while knowing that butterflies on cork-boards are usually
dead.
Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 4:33 PM UTC
Someone once asked me, "How does it taste?"
I responded, "Perfumey." because I didn't think that they would understand, "Fragrant."
They still didn't get it.
So I tried to make them understand what was meant when things were called "fragrant"
...and then I tried to get them to identify with smelling a smell so strong that you can taste it- I gave up...
and answered,
"I'm just weird. The food is good."
Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 2:33 PM UTC