I came to see your daily life
how good it feels to be the one
to be the one that opens the gate
for a child to see his mom he never met
to be the one to say it will be alright
when she's going through a path of hell
a journey through the peakest of all pain
to hold that little angel in her arms
to pick the sweet fruit she one day decided to plant
I saw how much she payed to do just that
my heart went," oh dear lord what nature gives
feeling pain yet feeling peace"
what a beautiful reminder of love this is
what an amazing creature human is.

I also thought, when you hold the baby in your arms,
what a wonderful dad I'd say my little angel has
my Prince charming in real life
the writer of my fairy tale,
you were the one I had in mand when I kneel down and when I pray
thank you sweet heart for being kind
for a beautiful story I can  tell
because of you my true love, the writer of my fairy tale. :)

Suddenly, you leave just like that
No patting to the heart
The art of straying away
play the peakest when you are unaware

The best part
Oh you are my best part
maybe from the start but I'm playing hard to realise
so I fight so bad to had you

You're being loved
in my imagination
You lit the poetic version of me
Oceans of being free
until you flee very far.

Those days are infatuation,
unabashed awakening of my courage
Yes, those petty things I call it courage
to message love that chirps when you say anything.
Funny enough,
just anything

And that's how the first day of not having you slashes pages of being strangers,
alienating more than I feel to myself and this world.

I will remember those flickering eyes
Your teasing smiles
aligned with tender awkwardness,
my personal poet between blinking eyes.

Good very bye

Suddenly, you leave just like that.
Like how the Prophet says
Your name same as the author
says that I have the broken wings.

Pursue the voice,
a guiding factor
in all that is
your life

listen closely,
to this sacred
whisper,
the one who knows,
you the
deepest

a nudge towards reality,
the peakest version

you know you're not where you need to be,
so listen closely

a dose of courage,
a gentle release
and eloquent
surrender

let what causes your suffering
go
and understand that all you need
is a breath away

move forward for yourself,
and for your family

stand in your power,
the Tao of stillness