Im left heartbroken
Broken by her words, broken by myself
After all we went through
Im asking myselft
Were your words true?

Everytime you said you love me
Did you mean it?
Now i can´t see
It haunts me until i get sick
The words of yours

You said you would love me so much
But it was me that loved you that much
You ripped me apart
But i still love you for that
You haunt me every night, but im loving it

I want to run away from you
I was blind, i was a fool
To believe what you said
The lies that poison,ignite,break
But i wish they were true

So please let me free
Let me chase my dreams
Let me walk my way
Let me see things i throw away for you
Let me find someone who loves me
Let me be myself

It's still us
It's still you
It's still I love you
Won't ever change

It's still us
It's still me
It's still I miss you
Won't ever stop

How I wish you know
How I wish you  know....

It's me keeping myself staying away from you
It's me keeping myself not looking for you
It's me keeping myselft trying not to talk to you again

But in the end
After a while
I realize
This love is still yours....
Yours...
Yours to keep...

I remember everything as if it was yesterday
when i first saw you , love at first glance..
when i turned to look again , our eyes met..
I found myselft gazing on your bambi and slightly mono black eyes..

As i reminisce...
when we first talked , i got lost in your eyes ,
your flamingo pink lips , your spring-curly hair
and your indescribably magnetic scent..
seeing you on that skateboard, flashing smiles as if they were meant for me to drool over ,
i slowly went head over heels for you..

As i reminisce...
Me knowing you , or at least i thought i did..
midday till night , verbal elation , relaxation and conversations so deep it felt like i have known you for so long..yet we only met a few hours ago..

As i reminisce...
that starry night at the park , first time you put your arms around me..a touch as gentle as the brush of a butterfly's wing and your lips against mine like galaxies colliding..
As i reminisce...