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mandy rigby May 2014
Say goodnight,
with tmazi-pan.
Cos I'm dosed up,
on val- I -am.

Need one thing,
to make me dream.
A real good,
benzo diaza-pene.

Can't find this.
Can't find that.
Don't know where,
my head is at?

Lost my cash.
Lost my keys.
Can someone ******,
tell me please


Where I live.
And who I am.
Cos I'm messed up,
on val-I-am

(c) mandyrigby and P Skez 21/01/2014
mandy rigby Jun 2014
Tumbling, stumbling,
shifting skies.
Dont want to be seen,
so i close my eyes.
Contemplating,
ease of pain,
too much to lose,
nothing to gain.

Circumstances quickly change,
again the puzzle re-arranged.
Hard to breathe,
my mind does wonder.
I'd stop and cry,
but I'd go under,

Ease my inner conscience pains
unwanted thoughts,
binding chains.
Moving mountains,
hypnotic trance.
Compose myself,
deep breath,
last chance.

((c) mandyrigby 28/11/2013)
depression drug addiction abuse spirituality

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