No matter how close I want to get to you
I just won't let myself
The only thing I want to do while laying in this bed is run
Run as far away as possible
Until no one can find me
I will crawl deep into a hole somewhere, and stay for eternity
A huge part of me feels seperated, likeI can leave so easily
But my heart wants me to keep holding you
And to never let you go
But how is it ever possible to let you in?

I looked out the window the rain was falling down
it was so depressing i began to frown.
the clouds were very dark as they were rolling past
high up in the sky somewhat overcast.

then the weather changed and the sun began to shine
rain had disappeared and now the weathers fine
now my frown has a gone and i can smile once more
happy and content likei was before./