I wish every message I receive was yours,
but that only makes me fall deeper
and deeper
into my endless sorrow.

It reminds me of what will never happen.

My heart is heavy of the "could have been's" that will never be.

- *kiks

we
looked
so drunkly
happy.
nothing
could
pull us
down
of the
infinity
we found
by
lifting
one another
till
dawn
*kiks

Everytime I think of you
my heart skips a beat.
I can feel how it runs faster,
faster towards you.

But when I realize you belong to someone else
I can feel it decreasing
disappearing.

The beat is gone
and so are you.

It is gone
I am gone.

- *kiks

Those were the days I was the happiest, I think.
We did not need everything.
Actually, we did not have anything.
We only had each other, and that was enough.
More than enough, for:

we found peace
we found loyalty
we found love
we found each other

*kiks

It's funny.
In the exact moment I realize I am hoping for something more,
it's also the moment everything falls down
pulling me with it.

- *kiks

What is wrong with me?

I can feel the sorrow and the pain crushing my infinite love

I think this is aching
I think this is missing

Missing something that was never
actually
mine ...

- *kiks

I think this feeling, this feeling that everything is about to change, is sinking me
so deep
I can't find air to breathe even if I had a mask.

The feeling that soon some people may be here and others may not. The feeling that reality as you know it it's coming to an end and you can't do anything about it.

It feels like you were the only one that knows someone you love is going to die, but you can't find him
until
it is
already
dead

- *kiks

I just want to find someone.

I thought I did, but then...
I realized his heart belong to someone else.

- *kiks

I want to give into it .......
4 who am I to resist it ......
A humble an lowly nave...
..... That is......
Outwardly...... Not cowardly ... And secretely inside I Am EPIC   .
The shores caress my feet.
The jungles adore me ....
Oceans refreshing .... Mountains cool me .....
I drink the clouds .......
And awe the desserts     ......
My love .......
An beautiful oasis ....... Soft hot sand .. I roll naked ......
Unashamed .....
Protected ......
Warm ......
Comfortable
***** .....
Feels like home to me ....
Inner child like smile
Seventies ...
Long hair ......
No cell phones
No internet ...
........
Star jeans    ....
Transistor radio tied to the handlebars  
Still allitle mystery left   .
Brand new redline
Ride like the wind   . . ...
Cops ......friend?
No stalking .
No profile yet.
Like summer saturday morning......
Fuzzy ! .....happy?
Yup ......cool .
Oh heck yep....
Hip yup yep!
Worried ....uhhm
Well not yet .....
Why ?????
What's up?
Whad you
Mean by that.
Southparkkyle
Like smile ......
Gone ......
......clouds . ...
Winter ....
No stars   .... Wolfie  ....
Outdated  
Mysteries dissolved   become miseries ....
Cases solved
Cringed .
Burnt .
Turnt out  ...
Long tooth ....
Clumbzy .....
Teetering ......
Grumbling .....
One man barricade   . ..
Against mega stampede....
The entire worlds beast of field ....
People creepy crawly thing ....managing . ...
Barely   .....no

...one ....behind me......pondering .......one foot slips      ....
Barely ......let..........
Can't let go ......
Dont let anyyyyy..........
Sign   ..
Of.......weakness show .....
Trembling .......
What's gonna  happen ....to me .........
Staring ........
Starry eyed kid.............
Used
.....
Used to .  ....
Be........
Nobody .........
Cares    bout
.
How    it .....
Use ta be ......
Psyche     ..... Dramatized ...
Tears .     Flow      
Forming rivers ....into oceans ... Cooling the   the raging fear and termoil inn  me ........I

I     ......
Can't ......
Let .....
....
I  cave ......
Let it go ......
Evolve .. .
Go with the flow ....the only thing that will forever be perpetually constant ......
Is  change........
So I say is that all you got ....
M'er F'er   ..
Heh........trigger please .......
Let it go ...
Or let's go ......
Naw baby ....
C'mon ...roll with ..me ....
Dank swag ...
350$ bandana....
500$ kiks......
1000$ blue tooth ... ....
Inked up .
On the set ...up in the club ....
DEEP!
Don't you worry bout a thang .....
I got you ***** .......
.......
Do yooooou
Know ...who you messin.
With ......
Shiiiiiiitttt......
Aint nuttin but a "G" .....THANG  
BAYYYBAY!

Han