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Jack Ghaven Feb 2016
It's so hard to get inspired
When I feel so **** pathetic
Drugs get my brain so wired
Lately life just feels so synthetic
So fake so pretend
My head is buzzing hands shaking
Through it all in the end
I just don't want to be faking
I feel like a waste of time
Stuck in my cycle of inebriation
I feel like I'm wasting rhymes
Teasing myself with my imgination
demonic pedantic srxeqw pulse: ***** loose: the "favorite"... eye sharp of ignite the Rabbi.... oculus per oculus: peck us all the crows will have all the ideas: peck us all... one my one: doesn't sign in my harmony: memory is angel  born while imgination is demonic born.... god and man are entwined in this Holiest of Wars between singing Angels and talking Demons... we are the inllect last refuge: i memorise: i remember the title held by robot Michael... i imagine: i forget: Satan the tongue bruised shield us Gabriel: we are about to tussle and make Sabbath!+

i have a guardian angel
of memory
and the imaginative demon
and a self
i think with
i just read some Sartre...
i'm thinking about the Volcano
and the *****
and what literature i will
leave Reyla with....
i have a guardian angel
of memory
and i a guardian demon of
imagination!
here i am born of salt
and stone
of fire
and water in alcohol!
i summon you i summon all ye!
for the tomato-tomato parliament!
the Hindu cult of death
the ***
Shiva making love
to Khatmandu.... Shiva ****** Kali...
Vishnu was the crucified exeorcism
lesbian gay Gandu
Gandu this misogyny in Christianity: ugh!
i'm no anti-racist:
i'm just NOT RACIST....
i wast not supposed subcribed payed
to write...
but the idea
of conquering 20th century existentialism:
solipsist Hiedegger:
solipsist Sartre....
solipsist
autist
phiosolopher
then said parties meets a woman
what fine tuned *** to ram
packing quacks on ducks...
*******
i knew i get out of here on a few coin
flips Like sinking Titanic.....
Siren Edie
i sink to where you swarm.

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