Night Bus have I your absolution ?
effaced by those strewn winds
departing from your axis point
in future, I seek holier than thou detours.

When I say I love you,
Please believe that it's true.
When I say forever,
Know I'll never leave you.
When I say goodybe,
Promise you won't cry.
Because the day I say that,
will be the day that I die

My life feels like one whole lie
If only i could say goodybe.
Since when did i become this false,
All i want is to feel no pulse.
I smile to hide my inner cry,
I wish someone would tell me why.
I breathe in until i just cant bare,
I dress simple so no one will stare.
I hate my body,
I hate myself,
But most of all i hate my mental health.