Its back again. The pain; Love.
She's not mine,
I guess she's his,
For now.
But he's most certainly not hers,
At least he doesn't act like it,

Many are his,
But he is nobody’s,
Selfish.

She deserves better,
Better than him,
Even better than me,
But if for that she'd settle I’d be in eternal glee,

She devotes her heart,
To him.
He doesn't even acknowledge.
My darling girl. She belongs with me,
I’ll treat her right,
I know could and I know I would.

I think this time it's worse,
I've fallen deeper,
It's more than love, it’s obsession,
From the way she moves, to how she talks, to things she finds funny,
Shes amazing, flawless, sweet like hunny,

And her eyes,
They glime in the light,
As if the rays of heaven have shown in my line of sight,
I could stay up till dawn staring at her,
Every seconds still as amazed with her as the last,
To her I beg come to me and leave him in the past.

Overwhelmed and scared when I became a father

Worrying thoughts responsibility all came together

Battling alcohol addiction how will I get better

I stare into my daughter's eyes thinking will I be here

The future looks glime dark period doubts of fear

Distance myself from my wife and child drinking a cold beer

The devil got me captive I'm his servant

Spiraling out of control leading to a hellbound

Soulless hidden emotion's lacking to repent

Imprisoned in my mind I've lost interest in life

Miserable beyond believe it's hard to live and strive

Breaking down drinking my pain away to stay alive

I want to provide and be a role model

Teach and grow with my daughter unconditional

Find happiness to change to be a peace