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bailey defrees Apr 2018
I'm scared
I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared to speak
I'm scared to try
I'm scared to be alone
I'm scared to ask
I'm scared to tell her how i feel
I'm scared to say no
I'm scared that no on likes me
I'm scared i'm losing evreyone
I'm scared that she hates me
I'm scared of rejection
I'm scared of people
Hayley Oct 2018
A part of me died
I tried
But all i can do is cry
He won
I did fight back
But he knew he would win
And he did

Im sorry for fighting
Im sorry i wanted to feel wanted
Im sorry i fought back
I should have done as im told
My heart is so cold
I may be told
Its not my fault
But it is
I deserved this
How could i miss
The evil smile
Mistake it for
A close friend
I will never mend
I tend
To smile
Even when im sad
This may be bad
But i want evreyone to not worry
Im a mess
I cant even wear a dress
Without feeling disgusting
You took my soul
Now i lay a mess and evreyone watches me fall into a slumber.
Maybe one day i wont wake up
And then he will trully win
This is my deadly sin
Im a monster
A freak.
My nightmares put these thoughts into my head... well done you won.. im on my knees isnt that what u wanted?
Hayley Oct 2018
Im in fear
I dont want you near
Its very clear
i wipe my tear
And move away from you
Evreyone else ought to
Nobody has the foggiest clue
What u did
They know the basics
But not what u did
Half a story
It eats me alive
To hide
I have someone so close to me by my side
But i stay silent
Because this tale turns violent

If people knew what u did
You would be killed
No remorse
But still i stay silent
Becuase of how violent
You were and your twisted games
1, i shifted
2. I didnt like it
3 i said stop
4  i begged

How long till your exhausted from fighting? He would snigger

So stay quite tattetale princess
But i fear
Each tear
Falls down my face
The way you gripped my ribs of lace
For your own selfish benifit
Dont let fear rule your life stay strong evreyone

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