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Matalie Niller May 2012
Tea that was once imaginary in the *** is tilted into her gilded, delicate cup.
Thin, like a butterfly's wing, the handle will crumble if  pressure is applied.
"Thank you," she whispers like a lovely little lady to her host, a giant stuffed rabbit.
He is missing a button eye and fluff is foaming out of one of his ear holes.
He nods, and rips a stitch turning away to greet another guest. Her eyes widen.
Fast forward to tye dye and LSD. She is in the mud, covered in rain and ****** fluids,
in a crowd of strangers-turned soul mates, swaying in the vibrations of guitar strings,
thumping palms and fists against rapidly disappearing ground that is no longer solid,
but liquid, Earth, and soon it will all errode until the molten metal core is revealed
and then
all will be one.
Rewind a few lifetimes, pause.
Others are watching from outside a glass cage.
She is inside, curious, observing the observers though aware of  why they stare.
She has a growth on her shoulder, a cyst the size of a sister,
a mini sibling not fully right or grown.
She is a freak for these onlookers, it is her job, duty and fate.
They laugh and grimace as a spot light focuses on her form(s).
She feels numb to the gaiety and exploitation, absent from the popcorn grins
and sticky cotton candy fingers leaving blue prints on her window looking in, so  she can not look out.
Record,
her children all know the moments of her past, the past she never can remember because it wasn't fully her,
but they feel it, in their hair, and their nails and their dreams
that their are their mother's problem.
Mariah Padgett Jan 2011
There was a time
Once...
Long, long ago
(or so now it seems),

That You
Being the elequent (and yet awkward) man that you are,
were the kind of man who (without prompt)
went out of your way to do romantic sort of things.

Hardly were they anything as eleborate as gifting fine jewelry,
or a dozen red roses,
or even boxes of chocolates,
no, no

you were (and perhaps still are),
the kind of man who wrote poems,
who dedicated songs,
who went out of your way to express love
in ways that were not material.

But still so Sincere were the ways in which you expressed yourself,

And although these days seem to have passed from existance (eons ago it seems was the day of their passing)
I do not sit now,
with pen and paper,
to write out complaints of days gone by

For this is a tale of neither joy nor woe.

A Tale not of anger, nor strife,
nor any other strong emotion
that most tales of this sort are written to express.

Perhaps, it is a written account of my curiousity.
of how, as these years have gone by, you have evolved
and I too, have grown with that evolution.

For even though we don't venture out into the world
alone with one another
for we generally take with us friends and loved ones,

And you,
That beautiful, glorious person you are,
have delved deeper into louder, more agressive (and somehow soothing) music,
and have strayed so far from the romantic ballads
that you once used to send to me,

I do not weep for those days,
For even with their death
came a sort of comfort
that I have seldom known before.

It is as though the cute, romantic days of our early love,
blossomed into a love that, words cannot express.

And no amount of Well-worded poems,
or Love songs,  or Cards;

No amount of gifts,
like fine rings,
or overly-cute stuffed bears.

Could ever compair to the emotions that run deep through our hearts,
like rivers flowing along side one another,
that as years pass,
slowly errode away the earth, and stone of contemporary love,

And, as they do so,
they take with them the overgrown weeds of dime-a-dozen love songs (even though I cannot help but cherish each and every one),
and wash away the insignificant problems everyone faces,

And someday soon,
those last few bits of rock, and dirt,
with fall away.

Leaving only one river,
that will flow strong, and pround,

until one day,
a story will be told,
that there was a time,
long, long ago...
Marcus Logan Jan 2010
standing at the water's edge
as the tide rolls in
playing its little game
of give and take

watching the waves crash in
and errode the beach
like you did my heart
so long ago

here i stand, upon the spot
were you told me
you didn't love me
anymore, breaking
my heart in two

standing at the water's edge
watching the water recede
leaving the broken sand
exposed to the world
for all to see

the memories remain
here at the water's edge
a giant repository
for all my sorrow
you left me with
Tristan Claude Oct 2011
I thought this up last night:

She left, crossed a river,
Didn't come back,

I fed it with my tears, let the currents grow strong

Everyday I'd think,
Everyday I'd call,

I tried to build a bridge to get to her,
I did,
I ran, I jumped, I crawled to get to her.

She kept on walking,
Didn't notice my running,

I fed it with my tears,
Sides began to errode,

I forgot to call,

The river only got higher,
It grew faster and the bridge began to fall,

My heart tried to leave me a message,
Like I gave her messages every once in a while.

It told me she was gone, it said that she left,
The river was too strong,

It only got stronger, with every tear,
It grew bigger,
It grew faster,

With every thought that hit my mind,
I didn't know what to do,

Where has my heart gone?
Did it fall into the river?
Did it fall into the river?

Washed away with all the tears,
All the dirt,
All the sticks,
All the stones,
All the bones,

My heart lost it's home,
On the other side of the river,
She took it away,
My heart, she stole it

My body went through withdrawal,
Without a heart, what can you do?

I learn't to live with it, eventually I crossed the river too.

But not for long,
I fell apart,
It's impossible to live without a heart,

My tears fell hardest,
The river became a sea,
An ocean

Impossible to cross,
You took my heart and tore me apart,
You left,
Without it, I cried, I died,

Divided by the current,
I faded away.
Mateuš Conrad Jun 2017
the education system, has been purposively
established, to errode people's (personal)
memory...
                if children are filled with rubrics
of alphabetical order (that's pointless)
given the chaos of ordering spelling that
contribute to writing words,
  then the current alphabetical order is senseless,
if we're talking genus (family)
of the two types of letters,
                 i.e. vowels & consonants,
it would make more sense (at least to me),
to group vowels together and state them first,
and group consonants together and state them 2nd.
the same goes with the rubric of multiplication
tables...
              how society has perfected the erosion
of memory in children, no wonder there's a chance
of succumbing to dementia of some sort...
me?
          **** that...
         my earliest memory, aged 4....
oh, i'm not one of these pseudo-mozart types that
claim to have solved a crossword puzzle aged 5
and wrote dante's equivalent of the divine comedy
aged 10...
              i have a piano, sure, and i play on it,
but all it seems to play is: memory.
          first memory then? my maternal great-grandfather
working as a watchman at a kindergarten...
   with me playing a toy piano,
   and him playing an actual piano...
  but then there's the case of the danzig zoo...
               it's hazy, but sure as **** it happened...
i was what, 5? so my mother allowed me to walk into
a bear enclosure... a baby bear was there...
      we played for a while, i was wearing a cardigan
with only one button on it...
             oh hell, mama bear was there too...
   but the baby bear bit off my cardigan button off...
and i remember running back out of the enclosure,
crying... 'he bit my button off! he bit my button off!'
**** me, the whole point of education
these days is only about eroding your memory
as a child... but the sweetest memories you can
or ever will have, are those from your childhood,
they actually act like, some sort of "placebo"
                    drug...
                         well, but if you have wacky parents
who prescribe you a.d.h.d. medication...
sorry... but you're ******, in relation to my notion
of the life worth's of chronology of events in a life;
sprinkle that with pointless memory eroding
education... and there... a perfect storm,
probably ending with a school-shooting massacre.
Mateuš Conrad Jan 2019
the book the brick
that isn't
the library that
isn't the building
that, somehow becomes
a... sponge:
implosion of
of a building, a library,
a brick, a book:
ergo spongia;

hardly
a compensation
for what
is the
adequate
exfoliation
of a man's
memory bank...

in what is...
the institutionalized,
purposive:
attack on
the free man's
faculty of memory...

scholastic rubrics
of spelling,
algebra...

hell... if an institution
is to errode the man,
and come the: automaton...

sure... defecate
upon the altar of memory...
no wonder
the anglo-saxon
sought escape in dreams,
armed with a sword
that became...
the Freudian sword
(*****)
and the Freudian
                 flower (******)...

no!
     the anglo-saxons
showed what
becomes of erroding
the faculty of memory of man...

me?
i'm tired of heaping more
sand on the already
apparent sand dune:
which, if i ******
on it...
could become a pyramid!

no...
modern education is
an acid thrown upon man
to: function without memory...
since...
the modern life is...
bombarded by an over-expression
of an imagination
that doesn't materialize...
modern imagination
doesn't materialize
into a technological
output of:
    *** malleus venio clavus...

láter "contra" spongia:
qualis liber?
i.e. in the metaphorical
array of casual phrasings
of English teachers...

   ****!
i can't reingage with
the internet narrative!

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