My mind goes back and forth with "oh and okay I get it".

Your smile punches the inmost until your jokes come pleasant.

It's not a lot of joy but in these days it only takes a second.

To sit and  wait for persons story or his obligation.

I step easy
my hearts sits
Just to hear you breathing,
I lay down
By your side
My  thoughts are so decieveing.
I saw your smile
You turned around
..dang you caught me dreaming.

ThiS time i’ll ride , fast and far away , This time ii’ll sing louder then yesterday. This time I’ll hold you tight enough,  so  that you will not go,  in this moment , in this forever , will this all last , forever. MY eyes they see your beautiful in all your ways. my eyes they see, something wrong , that deeply bleeding, MY eyes the feel the sound of mornings , night decieveing. Now i , wish i could die, now i wish i could fly, now i run till my feet bleed . This time i ll run faster then yesterday, this time ill run passing memories away and this sound this life this lie, dies inside my heart, its old and grey , inside my heart abused they throw me away, inside my heart i loose this life, no more yesterdays , inside my heart soaking up so much pain . I remember it i see it i smell it i hear it i become it.
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