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Ava Mar 2020
I kissed my crush's best friend
And it breaks my heart
I let the beer kick in
I didn't  control it
I didn't want it
But it happened anyway
And 12 hours away
I could say I kissed my crush's best friend today
I stand by the window and wonder will the anxious thoughts stop?.
Trying to get through the day without using survival mode.
Tierd of fighting with my own mind everyday.
Feeling a depression thats crushs you.
Its easier to say i'm fine when all
You really want is a hand to hold.
Crying in the night so no one sees your tears writing the pain away.
I stand at the window hoping for a better and happier tomorrow.
This just a passing thought and its a poem from my mental health collection i am working on i hope this helps someone
MartaOnche Jan 2019
I have seen days of
good bad and ulgy.
Days of rush crushs
i thought was love.

But i wish for days of mist
which i have never had.
Days when all i do is cry till
tears were nowhere to be found.

But these days are never close
because my heart is one made of steel.

Though i see these patches
of mist in everyone's life,i cant
figure out why i need it but pray for it to pass out and be cleared in theirs...

#WilliamsMarta(Tweencool)#
DEPRESSION SERIES
Mamo's Peotry

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