Hey dad,
Remember when you told me to walk the 10 miles from my middle school to our house, oh wait sorry your house, because you were out with your flavor of the week girlfriend?
Yeah, that was awesome. And when I got there the house was locked. But dont worry (you didnt) I climbed aladder and opened the window to get inside.
Remember when you called me a lair and told me i was an accident
in front of my closest friends for not telling you I thought I could be a lesbain?
Yeah, that was not the first nor the last night I cried myself to sleep. But you never heardme even though you wer just in the next room.
Remember when you hit me and blackened my eye for only scoring 13 points in a basketball game?
Definetly. And I never said a word about it when a teacher called child services. We can't have a beloved school board members good public name tarnished can we?
I once asked about you in school and how you had positivly affected my life.
I coudlnt think of an answer.
The most positive thing i can find in you is that you are more of a ***** bank than a father.

dear uncle as i seen your body buried today,
doesn't mean its the end for me,
i know and i remembered your advice when i'm sick,
when i'm alone you the only relative that bought food,
when i'm hungry
and when i'm alone you listen to my whine about life,
i'm shock to see you passed away dear uncle,
to me you more then an uncle,
you were like my 2nd father that i could hold on to,
i don't know how much i can't express to you,
but to appreciate you when you still alive,
thank you for all you did,
when you got buried i was the only guy with a phone on my hand,
so that i can share those moments when you gone and i can remember you,
there's so many deaths i coudlnt bear with it,
to my favorite idols and my relatives,
i still have more uncles that i could talk to,
but you i put trust with you,
and i'm glad that we could share a few things when you still alive,
thank you for taking care of me,
for all you did i wont forget and will keep it to heart.