You came with our own friends, but as soon as the door was shut we both knew what was about to happen.
It was no use trying to fight it.
So I gave in easily.
And for 45 minutes,  you were mine and I was yours.
You felt more than my flesh.
So much more.
You cluched my being.
You will never be able to comprehend what you've done tonight for me.
You said no to more, but in doing so let me say it was fine.
You've allowed me to being to trust myself again.
That's somthing I can't remember being able to do.

You give me
These songs like
Youve thought it
Over a millions
Times.
For just an
Hour I had
You.
But that was
All I needed.
You were there,
So it made
Everything perfect.

I need you so much morethan I need oxygen. And tonight I had you all for myself if just for an hour. And it was perfect.

I put the blade down
Once again
The gleam of silver shining
Obstructing my view
Imagining metallic
Deep in my skin
I pick it up,
Put it down,
Pick it up again
Recovery
Or
Relapse
I choose the latter
REVERSE
I choose the latter
Relapse
Or
Recovery
Pick it up again
Put it down
I pick it up
Deep in my skin
Imagining metallic
Obstructing my view
The gleam of silver shining
Once again
I put the blade down

Even after I break and trash every ******* blade, I always find myself running to get more.

Sorry doesn't cut it.
You put me threw 8 years of hell.
I lived with you in a cesspool of hatred and now you say it wasn't right
For you to degrade me and grind down my self-confidence to the point Where I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror?

No.

You taught me I couldn't even believe my own father loved me.
How am I supposed to believe that you will even remember my name After I move out, which will be as soon as possible, if you couldn't Even prove that you cared for me as a father.

So don't you dare say you're sorry.

my heart still beats faster when you wear your hair down
and even when you wear your hair up
and even when you look like you'd rather not wear your hair at all
I still think you're one of the most lovely humans alive