"christus" poems
They enter as animals from the outer
Space of holly where spikes
Are not thoughts I turn on, like a Yogi,
But greenness, darkness so pure
They freeze and are.
O God, I am not like you
In your vacuous black,
Stars stuck all over, bright stupid confetti.
Eternity bores me,
I never wanted it.
What I love is
The piston in motion ----
My soul dies before it.
And the hooves of the horses,
There merciless churn.
And you, great Stasis ----
What is so great in that!
Is it a tiger this year, this roar at the door?
It is a Christus,
The awful
God-bit in him
Dying to fly and be done with it?
The blood berries are themselves, they are very still.
The hooves will not have it,
In blue distance the pistons hiss.
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Bethlehem,
so remarkably unimpressive
and yet so holy.
I long to visit you
Small and humble
but great and glorious.
Hic de Virgine Maria Jesus Christus natus est
an inscription reads
as I get to a grotto.
A fourteen-point silver star
embedded into the marble
is now indelibly embedded into my memory
scorching its way into my heart
burning the moment into my brain.
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 4:59 PM UTC
No man hath dared to write this thing as yet,
And yet I know, how that the souls of all men great
At times pass athrough us,
And we are melted into them, and are not
Save reflexions of their souls.
Thus am I Dante for a space and am
One Francois Villon, ballad-lord and thief,
Or am such holy ones I may not write
Lest blasphemy be writ against my name;
This for an instant and the flame is gone.
’Tis as in midmost us there glows a sphere
Translucent, molten gold, that is the “I”
And into this some form projects itself:
Christus, or John, or eke the Florentine;
And as the clear space is not if a form’s
Imposed thereon,
So cease we from all being for the time,
And these, the Masters of the Soul, live on.
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Dom Peter
in the workshop
planing wood
the wood in a vice,
ad opus est
ut oraret he said
as I watched
as I swept
wood shavings,
bell tolled
for the office
of None,
sunlight on
the cloister garth,
monks around
talking and sipping tea
I sipped and watched
but was silent,
kiss me here
she said
my husband never
kisses me here
so I did,
the bell tower tolled
George pulled
the ropes with Gareth,
prier dans votre cœur
a French monk said
God hears all prayers,
Hugh thin and gaunt
helped in the kitchen
with Dom Patrick
soup made
he said,
Arbeiten im Glauben
geschehen sind
Godly Werke
the Austrian monk
said to me
as we sorted books
in the abbey library,
I kissed along
her inner thighs
leaving moist kisses,
Christian lernen
von Christus wie
Sie sollte Christus
zu lieben
St Bernard said
so I read,
I sat in the church
in the semi dark
after Vespers
waiting for God
to speak
but no words came
just a flicker
of the red light
at the altar end,
Η ανθρώπινη
συμπεριφορά πηγάζει
από τρεις κύριες
πηγές την επιθυμία
συναίσθημα και γνώση
Gareth said
quoting Plato
as we sat
on the abbey beach
watching the tide come in,
I see her in my mind
legs spread wide
saying
enter
enter in.
Oct 17, 2016
Oct 17, 2016 at 1:19 PM UTC
An Abraham, who, looking far
Above upon a distant star
Remembers his promised reward
And knows his sighs are not ignored
An Israel, with head held high
Limping upon a wounded thigh
Remembers through both thick and thin
The wrestling match God let him win
A Prophet, burning with the word
Which on Emmaus road he heard
Remembers standing, listening, still
Aware of an Absolute will
An Alter Christus, anointed
Faithful to his task appointed
Remembers with generous heart
The One who loved him from the start
And children of this Father dear
Whether they are yet far or near
Remember him, and grateful, pray:
Ad Multos Annos, every day
Apr 26, 2018
Apr 26, 2018 at 2:18 PM UTC
every church service
should be an open
poetry reading; w/o
enough poets there
can still be reading;
passing around bread
& wine, maybe a
nice wheel of bri;
religious art should
be graffiti; passion
plays girlie-shows;
beauty contests
straight out of the
book of Esther;
that is, in the ****
Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 11:42 PM UTC
Alter Christus, Alter Vir
For Reverend Angelo J. Liteky
He died three times, for other men
Who lived because he died – once in Indochina
Once in his vocation, and one last time
Forgotten in a poor hospital bed
Soul-wounded in the false, incessant wars
Humanity inflicts upon itself
Fallenness falling again, ever fallen
And the ever-falling fell upon him
Though he lifted his love - always for others -
He died again – and who will live for him?
Jan 24, 2017
Jan 24, 2017 at 8:28 PM UTC
A monk pushed
a wheelbarrow
along the narrow path
in the abbey grounds
giving off
squeaky sounds,
perdidit in Deo
sitting in the abbey church
gazing at
the hanging tabernacle
where Christ resided,
dove Cristo è stato
a metal globe
hanging from chains
from the church roof
the priest monk
pulled down and opened up
during mass and held up
the host and said
ecco l'Agnello di Dio,
lost in God
Dom Thomas said
in prayer
and contemplation
and he sat
in the old armchair
in my room
hands forming
a church like structure,
estructura similar
a una iglesia
his hairy hands
and fingers
talking of contemplation
his tonsured head
shone in the overhead light,
perdido en dios
and the Crucified
above my bed
and the old brown cross
and plaster Christ,
perdido en dios
smell of incense
especially after Mass
hung in the air
like a woman's perfume,
she held me close
and kissed my forehead
and said
come to bed
so I did,
entertaining a thought
without accepting it
Gareth said
quoting Aristotle
is sign
of a trained mind,
the host held high
and the Austrian monk said
Körper von Christus
and ate the white host
after breaking,
lost in God
or so tried
excepting at times
he stayed lost
to my soul
or mind's cost.
Mar 3, 2017
Mar 3, 2017 at 3:47 AM UTC
The old monk was dying
one of the original ones
from France
back in 1907
and I washed
and made him comfortable,
sunlight through high windows
warmth on flagstones
in the church
monks walking in slow
heads down
mindful of God,
memores Dei
I sat in the silent church
at midday
before the office of Sext
stomach rumbling
musing on Iesus Christus
in the desert hungering,
nel famelica del deserto
that time in Tangiers
avoiding Western food
ate their stuff
wholesome while others
who ate Western crap
puked,
Hugh stern faced
walked the cloisters
taking in the way
the sole tree in the garth
swayed in the wind,
déplacé dans le vent
I mused on that time
walking through
a snow storm
my body swayed by the wind
back in 1965,
she opened her legs to me
and said
make me whole
my husband
can't or won't
so I did,
così ** fatto
or so thought
seeking truth
and Gareth said
Σωκράτης είναι φίλος
μου αλλά ο καλύτερος
φίλος μου είναι η αλήθεια
quoting Plato
truth is my best friend
even if Socrates is a friend
Plato said
Gareth explained,
George felt the chill
of the cloisters especiality
in the evenings
waiting for Vespers
his hands blue
he moving them
into fists
and undoing so,
I watched the moon
move across
the dark sky
and its glow.
Jan 31, 2017
Jan 31, 2017 at 7:18 AM UTC