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I watched her go time after minutes
She was Breaking records call Guinness
Round and round went the sound as the needle sat on the records wound
Eyes green as a circuitboard
Chest is large as any *****
Bound by lost and found forever the ***** and the brown hound
Had to be some kind of upset
What my heart set up to foreget
What's the rush my lovely lush
Not aall secrets are hush lust

I can't laugh
All the time
I can't smile
All the time
I can't stretch my lips
All the time
Aall the time...

I can't see you
All the time
I can't care you
All the time
I can't pay attention
All the time

I can't show
All the time
I can't mingle
All the time
I can't be social
All the time
Because
I can't be this
Every time

I have a place
Within in my mind
On my face
In my attitude
A high altitude
That can't be reached
By you

Its so high
Its so dry
Its so shy and
Hi fi
You will never know
You will never understand
So please leave me alone.

J want to go
Where someone will say hai
Someone will say bye
Someone show a smile
Someone show a wave
Someone ask "you want help?"
Someone ask "you OK?"
But just that its enough
Just that, and not anymore...

Please don't love me
Please don't care me
I can neither give you back
Nor can I hold that much
Please just leave me alone.

I cant act anymore
I cant be in crowd anymore
Please leave me
To find a space of my own.

i m fcking hungry  and i got a lott off rice 2 eat fck sake   that's what i do aall dayy i eat rice al the dayy all the times fck sake i mean what the fckk you want mi to do