whyshouldiknow

whyshouldiknow Mar 2014

i've never tried it, but I'm guessing it's gross

sometimes i get really hyper and make no sense.

whyshouldiknow Mar 2014

i'm tired.
too tired.

i'm tired and stressed and it's ******* the life
out of me.

how am i supposed to deal with this constant
dread and need?

whyshouldiknow Mar 2014

misconceptions

you would think so.

but that's not
how it works.

whyshouldiknow Mar 2014

my own mind is starting to scare me

i've been wanting things
i said i would never want

i've been wishing things
i thought i would never wish

my own mind is starting to scare me

i guess this is what happens
when you grow up.

whyshouldiknow Mar 2014

i just want to remember

i wish you could write feelings

i wish you could
keep them in bottles

and taste little bits
to remind yourself of
that feeling you had
one day last year
or last month
or yesterday afternoon.

whyshouldiknow Mar 2014

if i had a choice

i would want my
skin to be darker
hips to be smaller
******* to be bigger
fingers to be shorter

but i can't change these things
so i live with them
and am perfectly fine
with what i have.

whyshouldiknow Mar 2014

i love the sound of your name

but i like writing it even better.