If I don't take my sleeping pills
I stay up all night and you infest my thoughts
It feels like an obsession,
It's not even every night.
when I close my eyes I see your colors
Taking up my eyelids and I fall asleep
And in my dreams you're so much close,
And in your dreams you told me
We were closer than ever
I still want to know all the details

It feels like an obsession.
It feels like when I move,
I do it for you
And you'll move into me

Slow down,
I have to slow down

To answer your question,
I believe it would've worked
And I never got over it
I think you would be happier than you are now

Please keep me from thinking anymore.

look, I wanted to have fun
they watch me now.
I found my sense of style and they follow me now
I'm not going to look at the world like you
Like I used to,
When I was absent of love.

I'm sorry I'll never fall in love with you
But I can pretend so I make my mother happy
And I found a boy who's too innocent
He just wants to cuddle and he's never showered with someone else

I'm sorry I'm still searching for someone to test my limits
The floor can be a bed and that's what I need
But he hesitates and I can't take it

I don't want to fall in love
I can't fall in love
It's been over a year since I've actually cried

im searching for my sunshine on a planet where it only rains
Now, I need you to fall in love with me
It's nothing personal.
I need your sugar filled comments

Maybe you'll remind me to love myself
but I don't know what I'm doing
And I hope you'll forgive me
I can tear you apart, and I won't mean it
And you can pray to the god you don't believe in
That one day I'll be okay.

After all this time?

Always.

give me a second of your time, and I'll burn the fire
It'll be so bright.
Hot enough so everyone takes a step back
Including the ones you love
So what if they call you brainwashed and insane?

Here we go, hold my hand
Let's get a little closer to the heat,
It's true. No one else will understand.
Our feet are on fire now,
Can you feel the slow burn?

Well, it's not over yet.
if our faces get a little redder,
I'll give you everything you've ever wanted
And the world tells you it's a bad idea,
But you're happy,
Aren't you?

We go down in ashes together.

I went to sleep and dreamt of a maze
At the end of it was promised to be everything I wanted
I thought it would be
Peace, optimism, and achieved goals
And it was.
Wrapped all into one boy

Let me explain something
I turned around and decided to make a home in the maze
Because I didn't deserve everything I wanted.

I drop people like the bottles I used to throw in roads
The red lights last hours, and the green lights last seconds
Each day adds another number.
Feels like I'm wasting my days away driving through the streets
And they talk to me but I can't tell you about that.
I cant seem to stop thinking
There's homeless people out there with a job,
And what's wrong with the economy?
Minimum wage workers that finished college.

I told you, your super heroes don't always have to be involved with the dramatics of life and death
Sometimes
It's the small things.
Did you ever figure that out?
I hope you found the beauty where you used to see none.