Originally
I wanted it to be
Just Zayden & Me..
For I do not want a life like this...

Of constantly convincing
Then countered
to proof
my
Inadequacy
to
Love you

I do not want to leave you
Or ever completely loose you

I want to be by your side
One day when you're completely senile, old & blind..

I want you to live a complete life
Filled full with smiles

I wish you someone
That can fill all the holes & cracks
In areas where I lacked...

My person you may be
But my love does not complete you
My rights are wrong for you

How can I Ever be
"The One"
to you?
How will i Ever be
.. Right for You?

From my flesh
Through my core
Straight into my

  ~Soul

Every firbre of my being
& my entire soul
Loves you completely

The vastness of my love
Runs so deeply
Passing all my fears
Into tears
Knowing what you deserve
Is so much more!!

May the one you marry one day
Give you My Love
And that little bit more..

I can never understand why Somebody would want to Change Anybody..??

I'm not referring to your Basic mannerisms & Respect..

You can Always teach to Love & Respect!
Show the way to Kindness & Gentleness!

But WHY Change Who they are & What they do??

Is that not what Defines the True Being??

Change is Certain
Change is inevitable

Every Failure ~ Every Success
Every Single Choice You Make
Changes Your Core Being
                       &
Changes Your Perceived Reality!

Do Not Force
Change
Upon Anyone

Everyone has issues
Everyone has baggage
Everyone has a story
Everyone has old Habits...
                   Good / Bad
Which molded the Human
Into who they are today

You met them smoking
Drinking
Swearing
Or
Going to Church every Sunday

Why take these things Away
To Suit Your Own Selfish ways?

You may have Changed
But
They may not be ready & their
Time for Change
Is just Not Now!

Be Patient
Be Kind

it will be right in due time...

You may Not have met me Yet..
But believe it or not -
I've met You!

And if you can Trust Me
                           I can Help You ...

*Change Your Story!

I wish I could Tell the Whole Story..
But i can't..
I had Help..
Therefore, I Only have Half the Story.
Rest needs come from Who ever You Share Your Story with..  

There's some Mercy ~

                                   that Memories Fade as well...

Memories of Overwhelming Joy
             Profound Sadness...
                        Gravity
Pride
Grief
Dispear
Remorse
Passion
Regret

Regret...

Regret

The Strongest Memories ~
We Keep
&
Safeguard
With us! ~ at All Times..

                 Are
                     Ones of

                            *LOVE!