This is & will Not be our final goodbye my boy!!

My sincerest apologies that you had to be dragged away in that manner! No-one deserves that!
And matters does Not Ever need to be handled so cold or harshly by Any Adult!

I know you don't have it easy & to top it, you cannot even express and/ or Feel what you feel right now.. For that too, I am sorry!

I am not gonna ask where you guys are. It's not my place anymore... :(
But I do want to know if you're okay? Comfortable? All these things! Lol. Are you safe? Comfortable? Need anything? Etc. Etc. Lol

If you ever need anything ~ I'm just a text away!
If you ever need Anyone..
I'll be right here waiting to hear from you!
I'm not going anywhere unless I know you'll be 100%!

Please remember I will Always Fight for you!
No matter What or Who!
With my bare hands & small fists!
I will even fight battles in court if I have to! Lol!

Son,
I love you as my Own!
And I will fight for You as if I  gave birth to You Myself!!

Don't Ever let Any obstacle on Your Path  or in Your Life, you inevitably have to face ~  Stand in the way of Your Greatness!!

Never bow down! - Stand Tall (as you are! Lol)
Never back down! Firmly stand your ground!
Never loose Faith! Remain humble!
And Never Ever Change or Loose that Beautiful Heart of Yours!!

Always Trust - until proven otherwise!
Always Remain Hopeful!
Always Motivate Others!
Always help where you can!

Be Gentle!
Be Kind!

And Always ~ Always
Love!
Believe in Love!
Do Everything in the name of Love!
Love is the One & Only thing that can Literally *Conquer it All!

Life ~ is a Journey
It's a long road
, it never ends..

It's the imperfections that motivates us ~  keeps us alive...

Ego is the anesthesia that deadens the pain of stupidity. Pride is  the burden of a foolish person.

"Everyone has a past - with baggage..
Every one has issues..
It is Your behavior, Demeanor & How you Treat Others ~ that Ultimately Defines You!" V.J

Smoking it All
**** after ****

See your troubles
In transparent grey
But never really goes away..

**** after ****
I sense I don't belong ..

Not here..
Nor there...
Not Anywhere!

So why am I here..??

The excruciating pain endured
Left visible scars Over the years..
Heavy burdens i daily carry
burnt so deep into my soul ~
The roots make **** blossom!

The Reward:
Just Some More
Wisdom
Just some More
Knowledge
Just some more pain to endure..
Just some more burdens to carry
Just some more scars to prove them

What use is the Wise
With heavy hearts
&
In
Despair?

The more you suffer
  ...more wisdom gained
Yet - in the End..
still looses the game..

How can the Heart be Happy
Carrying the knowledge
Of a world in pain?

How can you Belong
Knowing
It's your wisdom causing the pain??

So what's the purpose of it all??

There's no greater sense of loss than that of a loved one
No greater loss than the passing of a husband - a father - friend & family..

No loss greater loss than the passing of the strongest man you know -
No greater loss than the passing of the one man you respect most
No greater loss than the passing of your father...

No great loss than the passing of the man you loved, respected & perceived as your father ..


Written by:
Someone that
  needs her person for some sense of comfort..
The Sad Lonely Outsider

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