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Vilene Joubert Nov 2018
There's no greater sense of loss than that of a loved one
No greater loss than the passing of a husband - a father - friend & family..

No loss greater loss than the passing of the strongest man you know -
No greater loss than the passing of the one man you respect most
No greater loss than the passing of your father...

No great loss than the passing of the man you loved, respected & perceived as your father ..


Written by:
Someone that
  needs her person for some sense of comfort..
The Sad Lonely Outsider

...
Vilene Joubert Nov 2018
Don't you think I feel exactly the same?! It kills me not knowing where you are & who you're with.. I don't even know your friends!! Atleast when I say who I'm with, you'll know their faces! You'll know who they are. I cannot say the same..& that freaks me da **** out!
Don't you think I want to wake up next to you every morning? I DO! I wanna grow old with U!?
But I don't know if you feel the same way I do? I don't get any reassurance from you? You make me feel like I am not missing from your life? That I carry no value whatsoever! U make it look so easy to walk away & say goodbye without a word, nor effort trying to keep me?
I feel like neither my presence nor my absence makes any difference to You?
You're saying goodbye. Again?!
In less than a week I had to hear it twice from You! Can u imagine what that feels like?
I don't ask 4 much. Just your respect, kindness, loyalty, trust & communication. &  YOUR LOVE! Is that unreasonable?
Is it unreasonable asking You to try harder when your head ***** out & you refuse to see what you're doing to us?
It frustrates me to the extend of aggression & violence! & I'm not like that! I flippen hate that! &
I'm so sorry for not being able to control my emotions :'(
Please forgive me?
I respect your wishes...
I have no other choice!
Besides, its not like you're gonna make any effort fighting for me anyway..
I so badly wish you would.
I'll always love you
I feel your emptiness!
Why am I not worthy of your love?
:'(
Take care :(
Have an okay day..
Mine is gonna **** seeing i woke up with yet another goodbye..
With all my heart.
I love you!
**
Vilene Joubert Nov 2018
Oh how beautiful to know
That
GOD
Loves us Blameless
Either or...
Stop blaming others..
Stop blaming yourself
See how beautifully Blameless
God's Love is for All of Us!!
Vilene Joubert Nov 2018
Oh how beautiful to know
That
GOD
Loves us Blamelessly..
Either or...
Stop blaming others..
Stop blaming yourself
See how beautifully Blameless
God's Love is
...for All of Us!!
Vilene Joubert Nov 2018
Steer stern
Steer Clear
Steer
As long as you
Steer ~ .. Clear....(clearlllyyy free )
AWAY....
from all this ...
*******!!
Vilene Joubert Nov 2018
As a Human
I have done Many things I Feel *Guilt* for!
I Feel Pain from so Many things!
(the damnest of things..)

Memories of True Happiness! Memories which *Makes Life Worth Living..*

BUT,

We Are Só often Lost...
Because of Bad Ones..

* We are Nothing More than the Memories we keep...
Vilene Joubert Nov 2018
Pain has a way of doing that to us
If it's left unresolved
You can Forget what you were Created for..
That's not something God wants for Any of us..

That's why we have our obstacles -
God is giving us Flying Lessons

Breath of Life
Creativity - Action
Breath of Life

Love is Meant to Exist
For Internal Relationship
That's All we Want
&
that's
All we Need...

Even if You Cannot See it

You are in the Centre
Of our universe,
LOVE & PURPOSE

As beautiful as All is
It is Nothing Compared
To This Love

Those without love
Need no more Punish


They Scar Themselves...
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