She changes

With the Moon & the Sun..

Who you think she is..
Whether it is when the Sun shines bright
or
when the Moon & Stars are smiling upon us...

~The Real~

behind all those different masks..
At different times..
Towards different relations..

Will be close to impossible

To uncover

from all those layers of
Self destruction
Self defences
Self protection
Self loath
Self love
Self Hide..

And /or any of the above!

Discovering who She Really is...

Will be the Greatest of Challenges
& Hardest of Tasks..

But the Most Exhilarating
Time of Your Life!

My planet is different I guess..
Where people are kind and struggles are real - but handled decently & maturely..
Where the pain subsides..
And DreamZzz are met..
Where love grows & blossoms daily..
Where rainbows still mean Hope!
And Tomorrow is finally  something to look forward to..

I firmly believe
Every phase
And every stage of your life
Calls upon a different name
Suitable to the character
You portrayed

Who I was back then
The image I portrayed
Has given you the wrong perception
And I only have myself to blame..

I'm not saying I was false
Deceitful surely not
Or made believe the feels

But since then
This journey has changed me completely
I'm no longer that person I use to be
Or the one you think you use to know

Change is inevitable
Change for the better is for the greater good..
So it needs to be embraced!!

Do not fear the party not taken
Do not fear the unknown
For then
It is the best opportunity
To learn and to Grow.

**** society
And what's socially acceptable
Embrace your Flaws
And shine your brightest light!

For you were  never meant to
STAY lost..

.....  But meant to be found  ....

You can never really find yourself
To Grow
If you do not go off the rails
And get a bit lost..

You need to be lost
In order to be found.

If found
You were never lost
And cannot  continue to grow..

Love is....
When you feel good

....  even during the hurt...


B. D. S

Why do you hate
Who you hate?
Or
What  you hate..??

You cannot stop Needing
Of that
which made you feel lesser
It is your greatest
Weakness
You look for it Everywhere...

...In Everyone

But those who acknowledge
The Power Within Us..?

Fear Us!!!

That's why they try
& DESTROY Us..!!!

See & Feel..
of
Everything around you...
Life. Death. Peace. Violence.
Between it ALL
You Feel BALANCE
Energy
A FORCE

And inside you
It's the Same Feel...
The SAME FORCE

The Force does not Belong to Anyone!

When the Force Dies...
The Light dies..

Under it All
Is a Dark Place
      BALANCE
1/2 Light
1/2 Darkness

The Dark Force is sò Strong
& Calling Me
Pulling me In

RESIST IT U MUST

But it is Something I NEED
& I Don't try & Stop Myself

The Fight between
Both Dark & Light
Has Never been seen or Felt Before

It's a Path to Self Destruction

Why is the Force Connected
Or connecting us?
We are One
Yet two??

A Soft Soul
&
A Monster
Both Feeling Sorrow
The SAME  way

The Legacy
is Failure
Hypocrisy
Too much light/  power
Makes Darkness Rise

Yet light
Causes
&
   Destroys...

But either way
There will Always be
... Conflict ...

Truly Believe
that darkness can be turned
Training them
Showing them New ways
But darkness still rises

We all feel like Failures
But it is not Us who fail
But those
Who Fail Us

And we all Need Somebody
... anybody ...

To help us Grow!!

And show us
Where we fit in
.. in ~ all of this

And yet
We
Remain
... Determined?!

Not to Fail!