For I am Fine ~
Working on getting better.
But the thought..
Of what Could’ve been…
Still haunting me..!!

Really trying my utmost best
To get you out of my head..
But it’s your face I see
When I go to sleep...
It’s your body i'm longing
When I wake up in the morning...

It’s your voice I want to hear
Starring at my phone
Can’t wait for your name to appear!
Can’t wait to be with you alone…

Both of us occupied...
Why do we have such terrible timing?

If I could turn back
The hands of time
If only I knew back then
What I know now!

Its all in the kiss they say..
For now I know its true!
Thinking of that night..
Wish I never said good bye!

Maybe there would’ve been
  ~ a “You and I..”  ~

Peace & quiet ~
resting my soul~
thoughts keep wondering ~
need direction though ~
my heart keeps pounding ~
its you I wanna hold!

Starring at the Crossroad
Don’t know which way to turn
Demons on both sides~
Pulling me apart
 
Good & Evil
Fighting over Me
Cant wait to see
… who Wins …
 
Looking in the mirror
Don’t know the stranger
Starring back at Me…!
 
All I remember ~
She use to know ~
Who she Use to be…
 
Doing good – Helping others
Has drained the Life out of Me!
 
Dull grey eyes,
~use to be blue
The fake smirk..
Use to be, ~a beautiful Smile..
 
One day the world will see
What Evil, ~ being Good,
 Has done to Me…

Doing what I do every day
Doing what I’ve always done
Helping people come undone…
 
Better opportunities coming my way...
To better the coming days...
But never do I put myself to Gain…
 
Working towards a greater future
While I stay behind...
Keeping everyone else’s goals in mind...
Putting My needs aside...
They need me now...
 
Wish I could say what I really mean
Wish I could say what My heart really feels…
 
Cannot leave them for you…
Coz I know you’ll be okay...
Although I know ~ being with you will be absolutely Great!
But, they need me now…
 
I wish there was a way
To see You everyday
I wish there was a way
To make you stay & wait...
 
But that won’t be fair
On neither one of us
Giving it my best...
But cannot help
Thinking of you every minute of the day...
 
I know you’ll be better
You’ll be all I ever need
 
Don’t know what it is
Don’t know why I feel so much...
But I know ~
There could’ve been a Greater us!
 
So sad that I have to say
Goodbye
Waiting for me...
Is not how I expect you to be...?
Nor feel...

Funny.. How things just suddenly change..
Just feels like your life's been rearranged!
So now you're not sure what to do..!
Like you're someone else~just not you!
But the changes are actually not that bad.
Cause you found something like you never had..!
So this is what I'm feeling now..
I wanna keep you.. I just don't know~ How?!
You make me feel super good, I'm on cloud 9
When you're near~i know I'll be just fine!!
Its crazy when we're apart..
Then you come home~
And kickStart my heart!!
I do really miss you so very much..
Your smile, your kiss, and your Gentle Seductive Touch..!!
Not to sure if I've said this to you..?
But you're stunning~ and I hope all your dreams come True..!!

Give me a hint,
Just one little clue
To let me know why
I have such a crush on you
Don't make me feel silly
Or worse, even shy
And I'll listen to what you have to say
If you could just tell me why
Is it the way you listen,and talk to me,
Or the look on your face
When I do something silly?
Is it the cute habits you have unlike no one else
That make me wish I could have you all to myself?
 
 
You look at me and I can't breathe
It drives me crazy knowing you'll leave
I want to have you all to myself
But will I ever get the chance?
 
I want to have you hold me tight
I want to make love with you all through the night
I want you so much I cannot bare it
But will I ever get the chance?
 
I love it when you touch my skin!
wish this wasn't a dream I was living in.