The beauty does n0T lie with me ~ it lies with you..
I started liking you more than I was suppose to..
I'm the ugly one ~ my ugly comes from Within!
This is how to **** up a g00d thing!
Pr0bally the best thing that has ever happened to me..!!
You made me feel again..!! Which I now Regret!
Coz once again ~ all I feel now is pain and Hurt!
My sincerist apologies - won't even set anything right..?!
The ugliest I said about you ~ and I don't expect you to forgive me!
But please ~ I want you take it up light heartedly!
I was the fool..!!
Since then ~ I fell inlove with you..!!

mY purp0se in LiFe ~
t0 hEaL thE 0neS tHat huRt ~
& fiLL thE eMptY sPaCeS
s0me maY nEeD!
Your 'bad'-weatHer fRieNd ~
I wiLL aLwaYs bE!!

& onCes uR sMilliNg ~
& mY j0b iS d0ne ~
I'll m0ve 0n t0 thE neXt oNe!

s0 d0nt ya w0rrY ~
wHen uR saD
I'll bE rigHt tHeRe..
h0ldiNg uR haNd! ;-)

Loving you
Was the best thing
That could eva happen to me..
Or s0 it seemed..

The l0ve I had for you
Is the cause
Of this new me ~
A horrible human being

I can n0 longer feel
N0 emotion to reveal
Cold as ice and heartless
Is n0t who I was set out to be

I'm hating this new being
Passing on that hurt freely
To others who don't deserve it
Hoping they become like me

Secretly, truely knowing
I wud go down on my knees
And Start praying
Just to FEEL...

But I'm the one now
Who causes pain
But all I'm actually trying
Is for them neva to feel hurt

Its been s0 l0ng
Maybe too l0ng..

There's always been a reason
For mY being..

Love has brought me too much pain

Trust in n0 one I'm able t0 gain

Em0ti0nless
Loveless
Is da way I wanna stay..

Feeling for an0ther
Causes too much pain

This way I stay free
Its always just about Me
The hurt
Will neva agen be..

Can u see what I mean..

I'm trying to sAve mE!

I dnt believe in makin wrong decissions
nor mistakes ~
I believe, wht eva da choice might have been ~
it was da right one
@ da time of making it!

Therefore,
n0 matter what da outc0me ~
it was RIGHT!

There's n0 such thing as  a mistake /
or wr0ng choices..!

But wht if~
wht if~
You juSt dnt knw..?

Do u jst g0 wif wht eva fl0?
or d0 u
turn ar0und
& walk away..??

About 2 watch a m0vie
I'll b seeing it Through my eyes
I hope its ur face I find

Its been so long
Since I felt ths way
Dnt knw wht 2 say

Thrs no sense of direction
No commitment
Nothing tht wud make me run away

Not once did u judge me
On how I am
Nor hav u tried 2 change me

U r fine with wh0 I am!

U knw I can not love u
N0t tht I dnt want 2
But nxt 2 me u stand

Ur da only 1 thts different
Da way u stood tall 4 me
And defended me
No1 has eva done tht 4 me!


I knw ths 4 a fact
U & I will walk 2getha
Quite a distance

I'll be seeing you in my movie
I'll be waiting at da bar

Thr I will thank you
4 being da best I'v had s0 far

Put ur feelings aside 4 a while
Take mine in consideration
Iv been ur fool
4 way 2 long

Its tym 2 let g0
Tym 2 m0ve on

Must admit
Its easier said
Thn d0ne

I'm n0t 1 stay behind
N0r do I hold on
2 things tht can't b saved

I turn around and walk away

Wif u its different
Wif u its strange
I'll be ur fool any day

Done trying 2 make it work
But ths feeling
Jst dnt wana go away

Take my feelings in consideration
I'm n0t here 4 ur entertainment
Ur braking my heart in2 pieces

I jst realized
I hav 2 let u g0

Its n0t u
Its mE
I'm allowing this 2 be