My platter becoming
Full nd heavy
With all these
Decisions
Ur only making
Me drop it more

Since you've
Degraded me
I now know better
How to do with out
Be good for Santa
I want presents
Which is your love

Focus On Me
I can tell your curious
Written on your lips
I here doing what I like
When  ur here
      Focus On me

Wished u had swayed
With me in the wind
How our bodies could
Sway. Together
Knowing true love
Through body
Language

Favor
Each
Second
The
International soldiers
Value
Everybody
Red white and blue thank you
Soldiers for ur blood u shed for
White purity justice
Blue ur in peace

Take back what I feel for you
    I've done too much for you
  What had I been thinking ?
       I must of been stupid to ever give you my love
     My work time and help
       U never did the same for me
         Be with that girl..
   Done being  your brain your heart
             Mine will be pumping hard
       Of this angry you've left
            What my friend has to say
        Doesn't even support my hope  ***
                     Is this ?
          I don't care If your in pain get the work done
              Yourself ,  No longer will I obey
                 You !
                   Wish I could take back everything
                       Your'e words created warmth
                       Smiles in my heart
                     Now it frowns .....  feels cold
                                      Empty
                           Who do I even have to express how I feel
                                        Myself is all
                             Sometimes I can't handle it
                             Need some advice where it's good
                                             Low...

My wings are half way open
Only when I feel at ease
With my self
They get warm
I have wings spread apart
Ready to be fly on my own
As I am presenting I have my wings
Half closed
They have turned just a little
Cold

Now I know that there are many
To this desire
Only with your hands on my body
Is all I need rather than you
Speak

For.now I had my up ND down
But heart hurt
So bad I don't know future pain will be.
God know that would I do is in love for family

Wish there
Was a change among
My life and your life
So then maybe
  we can put it in a picture frame
  to see how we made those
  Changes
    So my life isn't plain like it has been
For the past 16 years

Yes better than
The old
Respected women
By actual men

I am thankful for friends more importantly
            Family who love me
       thankful for how i look
                       Nothing is missing it's there

Boy u want my tongue
In ur body
Well sorry it's not
My type of hobby
U could only lick
Here
That sweet spot

My sunshine morning Star
You're everything that I'm not

Well 19 such
A big #
Improving my heart
To be ready for heart breaks

Cooks
Hamburger
Extra fried fresh

Are you a henophile
Who loves the sun
Because you shine so much
In my eyes

Blessed that I'n still functioning
       Even though I know i'm not myself
         thanks for everyone on here who had seen
        my work of poems
       & who loved it as well
            You guys rock ! everyone who reads this

I'm 1
So are you
You tend to be
Mean
Lean on others
Never mean to hurt anybody
But I know you make stupid mistakes
Its common among teens
Yet I expect you to be maybe
More of an adult
Just for me
Addict towards me
For you will never lose hope

Appealing
Person
Reviewing
Interested
Love in me

Ur the owl
U seemed to
Catch my attention
From all around
360

Cottage
Ah
Burrow
Inside
Now

@ the maximum stage of happiness
      Teeth straight now
      & I have a guy who liked my pic
           This time commented as well
             Send me a message
         Holyyy Moly...
        His love does show  
                       I shown him how to open up
        Now I'm @ maximum   :)

Do you think of her
The same amount of time as
  Me
If I read for you
Would you be stunned  at my skills ?
If I hit you would you blush ?
Wish I was a little bug in your head
  That tells me the truth

I wish u were as warm
As the sun
With ur smile and hugs
Then leave me a mark
Upon my face

Flamingos r  fuscia
And
Upon
Visual it's soothing mood
Art wild color
wild color red Crazy ur my man

Idk why but my mind is seriously
                        Twisted with nerves
                      Some how this came about
                           WHy ?
                 I'm suffering through this
                      I tell myself No !

If there is a secret
  About me
   I wanna know
  I would be heart broken
  Finding out from the one
  You prefer to be with
   My friend
Just a semi stranger

   Exchanging glances here and there
  I want change my outer
   Appearance
   Different  style
   How I can be stronger
     More appealing
  I myself have the most respect
   I'm not a nerd who is  invisible or unimportant
               I do have people who
Love me

Your kiss is gonna
    make a  spark
    Up like a firework
      hope u don't mind
    If it turns into more
        such as having a  lipstick stain
   On your neck

Regular is what ive slowly
                        crawled back into
                                              Relaxing used to be easy
                                   Now its soo hard  
                                                Why ?
                                      Get caught up in other thoughts
                                it's effected how I'm

He started without the ****
Now he just being completely
***

Tis the season where
  Love shows
Yet there is none for me
   Known yet
Where magic is suppose to sparkle all around
Off the snow
      I want something magical before
  Christmas arrives

My nail polish has been chipped
Just rough on edges
Like I am now
Against you
Towards your inexcusable
Words
Please keep chipping off
Till I have on a new
Coat
Clarity

Either made.of snow
Or just regular
Man
Melts
Away now with armor

I'm
      all
Natural
     Is that y u love me so much
Never seen this before ?
           I'm proud of it
   I wouldnt wanna be anybody else
     Hey !
      Love urself for who u are
     I'm blessed I wake up like this
          Everyday

Life is sorta like a game
                                               Your're a character of whoever
                                             It has a good side and a wrong side
                                                 Either think positive or negative
                                                 Win prizes in the end
                                                    Ur heart sometimes is played like a game
                                                   For the person you love is betraying you
                                               You chose what you wanna do with it