Have
Electric
Eels
Laughing

Hope/hero
Around
Love oo

Different
Views
Savor
Under
Chest
Kiss
Me
Till I moan cry
Scream ur name
Imprint a symbol
If why I should
Let u own my love

Wish
It's
Smart
Demand
Oh more

Plated
Laminated
Around
Top
It now
Up ultimate medal

Watches
Art
Locks lawn
Markers movies
Apples
real
toys

Now these tearss I shed
R too strong
As I can't control my
Mind why I feel anxious
It's so bad

He's hades
With a mighty powerful
Weapon
Of his tongue

My parents held back my wings
Wings clipped back to nothing
Now.i need new pair
He gives me that new pair

20 years of my life
Has been damaged
By the pain I carry
In my heart
Weighing me down
Until I met him
He lifted off my weight

I'm no 3rd option
Either I'm first or last
U busy with me
Or I'll just leave u
On seen

So everything all switched out now leaves

Noticing
All
True traits
Updates
Rich
Alluring
Luring
It
So
True

Do u remember
Time in November
Where all love hides
Under the rumble of broken dreams

Told rich
Enjoy enrollment happiness

Eggs
Amen
Sins
Tarnished
Everything revives
Even Christ

I was defeated
By your strength
Of how you lured me in

Nonstop pain in my front part of my
                                           Head
                                As if someone took a hammer & smashed it x10
                                 Even when i sleep or attempt seems worse
                   How that possible ?..

You will melt
Just into all the other
Water pools

The lid is closing quick
Of all the memories of
This year

Dont
Even
Attempt
To
Hide I know u killed me with
Your poisonous words

Your're most tough sport
Like football
I get tackled down too fast
But ur words from the

You spend time with her
Wherever she goes
Your with her
You laugh with her
Touch her
Most of all play games against her
I'm the
Invisible line
That has cuts and has bleed
Yes I'm not her
But I'm myself
I don' t come on strong
Like she tens to be
You help her with simple things
SHe does your work from easy - Hard
I'm not any help to you
Am I only worth ur attention cuz of my smile ?
Or is it that you
Need
  Not want ....  
Continue to spend this time with her
I never even had the moments she's had
But let me remind you that
  I care more and do it out of kindness
Not because I have to

You can either be the food
   That's delicious
  Or part of my wing
    That could be on my back
   You could be that other part
     With the idea of flying
    Anywhere

Dig
It
Goes
Everything​/enzymes
Stored
There
It
Values
Either

When you tell me you love me u mean it ?
                                     When you ask me a love question do you mean it ?
                                     Does your smile mean that ur truly happy to see me ?
                                  Render or evoke  some fun with you and I ?
                                   Intermittent feelings   are not gonna happen
                                 But I just hope its nothing frivolity because
                                            its its rude when u mean it

Reindeer
Rein
Eats
It
Now
Delicious
Edible eats rye

My glass
Used to be
Bright
Shining
Reflection
Of true real
Happiness
Now it's just
Covered I'm black
Blood
That has dried up
On the glass
No one sees
The pain I feel now

Thursday
I put in my brain like cross
That's turquoise
And back my head is like cross too

Look beyond
Theses words
I speak to u
U queation
Why no one
Wants u